"Don't you go blubbing on me," she scolded me, "or I'm going to need to go have a moment of my own. Phew. Max, grab us a coffee, will you my love?" "Coming right up, Mum," he said with a gentle laugh. Emma handed me some kitchen towel and gave me another squeeze as I dabbed at my eyes. "Sorry," I whispered. "Stupid feelings." "Shows you're human, pet. Just take it slow and careful, yeah?" "Not much choice. She's so busy I'm not going to see her for over a week." "Really?" "Yeah. I did the usual Mandy thing and went and met someone just before it all kicked off." "You are a lot of fun to watch. But... you seem happy. Are you?" "I am... I think." I picked up another leaf and began to green it. "And... it's probably good, right? Let the nerves settle a bit, give her an opportunity t

