"You think I care about any of that? I made enough off modeling that I'd never have to worry about what Steve has. I quit modeling with one goal: to find a good man and have a family. I'm trying to get Steve to start a family, and for three years in a row he's said maybe next year. My clock is ticking honey. I'm not getting any younger."
"Really? Are you even thirty yet? Relax, Jen. You have all the time in the world."
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Believe it or not, that was the first conversation I remembered when I found out he had died. No one notified me; I heard it on the nightly news like everyone else. I drove straight over, only to find the place full of people I didn't know. The asshole who answered the door didn't want to let me in so I straight armed him into the wall, walking by as he sank to the
