My Arcane Muse

Excellent missy with cold heart and invisible thorny wall

"So, that weird woman kicked you out from your job ruthlessly just in a week. How dare she!!! This is unacceptable.", Sofia who rushed to meet Eugene to the same restaurant that they used to hang out often exclaimed out furiously while sizzling in anger clenching the cup of her hot chocolate in between her palms. "Hmm...", Eugene nodded his head slightly with the shortest reply while having a sip from his black coffee maintaining his indifference where the darkness of gloominess and the clouds of inexpressive frustration were dwelling around his that deadly silence self. Observing his that dark self sinking in dullness and feeling the pressure of his domineering pissed aura from the moment they had met each other Sofia who could no longer stand that gloomy grumpy self of Eugene who was known to her as a gentle kind dazzling person burnt up in fire while furiously rubbing her forehead without knowing how to help him deal with his issue where she was emitting her frustrated demon air continuously. "You are such an i***t, you little silly guy.", Sofia pulled Eugene's ear sizzling in anger making him slightly react in pain as she had almost pinched his ear as if she was about to tear it off, "Ouch..." "What are you doing???", he asked out rubbing his ear to ease the pain of his that burning ear where Sofia exclaimed out while being too agitated and switching on her nagging grandma mode, "What else do you expect me to do??? You shouldn't have kept mum and endured everything in silence while being scolded like that without a reason. I know with your that gentleman-like personality, you obviously wouldn't want to yell at a woman but still, this is too much, unacceptable!!!" "Ena Lawrence, you damn unreasonable sassy cruel woman has gone too far. You shouldn't behave like this with anyone even if you didn't want a personal assistant at the first place.", Sofia sat upright bursting out furiously as well as sighing out fuming in annoyance where her face was drowning in disappointment. "What did you say??? Ena Lawrence??? Who is that now???", Eugene questioned out curiously where his alluring face was sinking in the dullness of inquisitive. "Damn ignorant thing, she is none but your boss under whom you become a personal assistant.", Sofia busted out in anger burning in the fire of irritation while staring at Eugene who was busy digesting her words with hidden puzzled eyes where the next moment he took a sip from his coffee stating casually with a buried shadow of gloominess, "Oh... So, her name is Ena Lawrence…." "Huh??? What with such a reaction??? Don't tell me that you don't even know the name of your boss even after working with her for almost a week.", Sofia questioned out in shock calculating the hidden reaction of his dull words where she ended up starting at him with eyes full of friction which were demanding the answers to her curious question. "Fine, don't have to prick me with your thorny stares. I will accept it without any silent treatments.", Eugene who felt pressure from those hurtful pricking of Sofia's deadly stares sighed tiredly where he added indifferently while the gloominess of his was screaming at the edges of his long eyes lashes, "Yes, I really didn't know her name or you can say that I couldn't make it till get to know her name. Actually, what if I put it in this way that I didn't get any opportunity to get to know her that well??? Will you buy my words???", he looked at Stefani with eyes full of dullness the moment he completed his statement where she exclaimed out with both concern and hidden range, "Of course, I believe everything that you say always. So, why not now??? But what I don't get is what do you mean by stating that you didn't have enough opportunities to know her??? I mean (phew) you got to explain this whole thing what's going on clearly to me. Please...", she pleaded out in a soft yet frustrated voice with a sigh full of tension. "Fine, now that you are insisting so much. I won't hide anything from you. Actually, it is just that….", Eugene began to explain the whole situation where the conversation started with awkwardness and hesitation as he didn't want to drag Stefani into his issues and make her worried but with time the more their conversation dwelled that awkwardness and hesitated voice of his vanished away leading everything back to the normal state in no time where at a certain point he sighed frustratedly while being surrounded by unwanted clouds of stress and rubbing his forehead to suppress his rising agony due to his bad experience so far at his working place with his boss and also because of the haunting thoughts of again finding new jobs to deal with his financial crisis.  And at that same time during their whole conversation, Sofia who was burning with agitation and shock was exclaiming from time to time fiercely, "What???" "What are you saying???" "What do you mean???" "What the hell???" As a result, finally, once Eugene's explanation of that whole  situation and the story of his so far with his boss came to an end, Sofia who burst out in anger tossed the mug of her hot chocolate like a fire emitting dragon and got up from her seat to rush to meet his boss stating, "Damn this woman!!!" "How dare she!!! I mean this is too much. She made you run useless errands, let you work like a domestic worker despite you were hired as her personal assistant. Do you think this is acceptable or reasonable??? How could she make you suffer like that and humiliate you??? I just don't believe this. That damn woman rotten from the inside, I will smash her like a potato.", Sofia busted out fiercely folding the long sleeves of her top like a thug or mafia g**g leader going to deal with a traitor. Eugene, who got worried as well as more stressed sighed tiredly with the thoughts crossing his mind, "As expected I knew that she would react like this once she heard the whole thing. That's why I didn't want to bring this thing up at the first place." And the next moment he pulled of his angry best friend who had turned into a dragon pulled to sit back holding her hand and trying his best to calm her anger using his charms as the trump card to ease her agitation, "Please, calm down. We can talk over it. Just sit here obediently and we will then talk about this mess and also try to find a perfect solution without violence." Sofia who couldn't resist that charm and the heart-thumping calmness of Eugene somehow suppressed her anger for the sake of her poor best friend who was bullied badly for such a long time took her seat back with a deep breath and spoke out once her mood was totally calm where her voice had a bit touch of guilt, "Actually, she didn't need any personal assistant from the beginning." "No doubt she always had that kind of look in her eyes and used to wear such expression all most all the time…." Eugene exclaimed while her face with her that sharp fierce eyes and her that expression full of disgust was continuously flashing in front of his eyes where thoughts were also crossing his mind, "So, that little girl has her own reasons to despise me. Seems like I was right about it. What else is she hiding more away from me???". "Someone actually asked me to find her a personal assistant. And… I recommended you because I found the offer was not bad for you. Moreover, I really believed that if you work hard and impress her, she would help you in return too.", Sofia said fixing her gaze which was full of disappointment on her hot chocolate while running her fingertips on the mouth of the mug in circulations where in the next moment she added excitedly lifting her finger to air while her face was brightened up with a smile, "What more though now I dislike her because of her mistreating and bullying my buddy, yet to be honest about it I admired her a lot as she is in fact so excellent in real." She continued talking while flaunting about the achievement of his boss with a luminous expression, "She has money, power and several houses and considered as one of the richest persons of the country through her appearance in public is so less and her personal life has always been secretive to the public. What's more with an attractive appearance to the angelic level, she is athletic and is an all-rounder in everything who deserves it to be addressed as a goddess. Besides, the most important point is that she is the most famous songwriter of all time." "What??? She is a lyricist???", Eugene freaks out surprisingly almost choking the coffee in his throat. "Yes, she is. Her work includes Till the end of the earth, Love in silence, Lonely heart, For your sake, Abandoned lover and many more. She has so many songs written by her that I can't even continue saying their names as it will take ages to complete the whole list. So far her every single song has been hit and she never fails to touch the hearts of the people with her those meaningful both heart and soul touching words in her lyrics.", Sofia expressed out excitedly while counting her fingers and wrapping her cheeks with her palm hug activating her full-on fan mode. "What??? I have heard all of them and all are my favourite though I am really too ignorant to pay attention to the songwriter. And you are right, her songs have strange pain and dispair buried in them which touch the heart of the listener where the pleasure and calmness of her song never leave a chance to soothe the soul of the listeners. It's really unexpected that out of the blue that missy with such a bad temper turns out to be such an excellent person.", Eugene who was trying to digest the shock he just received stated out where his charming face was somewhat sinking in a bit gloominess while her cold though the attractive adorable face was flashing continuously in the back of his mind. "Yes, she is an extraordinary lady. That's why I recommended this job to you at the first place because you want to be a singer, don't you? And she is of great use for you as she can easily help you out.", Sofia said in excitement while laughing out as if she just won a jackboot where Eugene who was touched by her words immediately looked at her with eyes full of devotion and gratitude as to know the fact that she who was always a carefree bubbly type girl with least to least seriousness regarding herself and her life considered so much about him that she was even trying her best to help him realize the biggest dream of his life which was also his weakest point. But the next moment Eugene who was hit by the reality as well as his greatest morality along with his righteous conscience somehow suppressed his excitement regarding that hard trying of his friend to lend him a hand to build his career in his most desired field, as well as his deep want to realize his dream said with a sigh where his facial expression became a bit heavy and dull, "Thank you so much, Sofia for thinking about me this much and try to help me achieve my dream. I can't put them in my words that how grateful and lucky I feel to have you by my side as my best friend but my conscience really doesn't allow me to take advantage of the situation as it's really not right." He added while spacing out fixing his eyes on the surface of the table and clenching his fists together which were rested on the table where the edges of his eyes were full of defeatism and his thick lashes along with his lids being a bit heavy with the disadvantage, "Moreover, I know very well that she doesn't like me a bit. She always tried to push me away like I am something so none entity and make things hard for me so that I could never dare to get closure to her. So, trying to persuade someone who has built so many thorny walls around her and has frozen her heart with ice against me which is impossible to melt, I really can't do that." He added more sounding unmotivated and uninspired rather than being disdain or sick, "I don't think I can work for her any longer as it seems way harder for me to continue my work with her that too harsh and unreasonable personality and demanding." "Moreover, her those eyes, they seem so familiar to me. Not only her eyes but she herself… I feel as if I know her very well. We have met somewhere before and I always feel like she deliberately wants to push me away from her as if I will discover her most treasure secret if I get close to her. Moreover, those unrealistic thoughts always have been hunting me since the first day I met her.", Eugene mumbled out biting his inner lower lips while the images of his memories containing each and every moment which he had spent with her so far were continuously playing in his mind where at that moment his whole focus was only fixed on her eyes and her. At the same time Sofia who couldn't hear any words he was muttering in his that last statement kept staring at him eyes full of concern. And the next moment, Eugene who came back to the reality raised his head to take a look at Sofia only to encounter her watching him worriedly with eyes full of guilt. As a result, he said out shaking his head slightly while shooing away all the depressing clouds surrounding him, "Let's forget all this.", and added with a bright smile trying his best to cheer himself up just to ease Sofia's tensions, "Don't worry at all. I will just hand her my resignation letter. Then of course we will find a better job than this in the future. So, don't take too much pressure or don't stress out. We will find a solution for my issues with the time." "You know what, you are too kind but what I am curious about is will she ever recognize your kindness or value your goodness???", Sofia sighed tiredly shaking her head after staring at Eugene with her eyes full of concern hidden under the indifference of her gazes for a quite some time where in the next moment she said out with a tired sigh and then happily pulling his cheeks to cheer herself up with kneading his soft adorable cheeks, "Okay fine, let's just bide goodbye to this too depressing job and find another better one. We together can solve every issue. Let's just be happy and enjoy this moment." "God, does all the good looking guys are so gentle and considerate like him??? He is so good to be true. Sometimes I often wonder is he really a human or any kind of angel??? I have never encountered a boy like him who is a charming prince with a golden heart. But this poor guy always gets bullied and taken advantage of by people just because he is so kind and generous. What should I do to help him??? I have no clue to lend him a hand to deal with his problems... At the same time this is also true that I never get tired of stealing glances of this attractive handsome man in front of my eyes...", Sofia who was lost in her thoughts kept watching Eugene with a sweet smile where he was somewhat busy slightly rubbing his cheeks to ease the pain caused by Sofia's excessive pulling and kneading and once he was done with easing that light pain in his cheeks he focused back to enjoy his black coffee exchanging a soft smile with her.