HAZEL
"Stupid!! Stupid!! Stupid!!" I grumbled as I walked into my room. What the heck was wrong with me? Why do I seem to lose all sense of control around her? I had just acted like some kind of pervert who couldn't control his own s****l urges. I hated this side of myself, and if there's anything I hate more than it, it's the fact that it only always jumped out when she was around. It's like she sets off a flame in me, one that always threatened to grow bigger than my will and just swallow everything up. No one had made me continuously feel so helpless, like I was losing control and it was messing with my senses.
I walked over to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and letting water pour onto my palm, which I splashed on my face. On pulling myself up from where I was holding onto the si
