21.
It was well into the night where I could feel myself swaying and leant back against Josh to be more stable. He put an arm around me.
I stood there silently watching, music and chatter around me. I felt almost out of my body, my sight wasn’t blurry but visions jumped around with the music and I could feel the bass all the way to my bones. I hugged my blazer tighter and tried to stay still, I could feel Josh’s gaze on me making sure I was okay. I could drink with the best of them and I’m sure Josh or anyone else had hardly ever had seen me like this or even at all.
I stood there, leant there, not saying a word while Josh and the rest of what was left of the boys chatted. I stayed in my own little world, most of the girls were gone and there was just a few sitting out on the lawn. Ma
