I didn’t sleep that night. I lay on my mattress, tangled in Jax’s hoodie, the scent of him haunting me—clean, crisp, like cedarwood and something darker I couldn’t name. My feet still ached from walking barefoot across the parking lot, but my heart… my heart was wide awake.
I hadn’t felt this unsettled in years. Not since him. The man who taught me how easily love could become a weapon. The one who kissed me like I was sacred and cursed me in the same breath.
But Jax wasn’t him.
Jax was quiet. Patient. Dangerous in a different way.
I didn’t expect to see him again, not so soon. Not the very next day.
But there he was—on the corner of 4th and Main, sitting on the curb with a cigarette between his fingers and a stray dog curled up beside him. Like the universe wasn’t done with us yet.
“You stalking me?” I called as I passed, half-joking, half-hopeful.
He looked up, squinted against the afternoon sun. “I don’t stalk. I orbit.”
“Orbit?”
“You,” he said simply. “I’m not sure why, but everything in me keeps pulling me your direction.”
It wasn’t a line. I could tell. Jax wasn’t the type to waste words on things he didn’t mean.
“You always talk like that?” I asked, sitting down beside him, the dog immediately nudging its head against my thigh.
“Only around people who make the world feel less empty.”
That did something to me. I didn’t have a good comeback, so I scratched behind the dog’s ear and stayed quiet. The silence between us felt different this time. Heavy, but not burdensome. Like a blanket you wrap around your shoulders after a storm.
“What’s his name?” I asked, nodding to the dog.
“He doesn’t have one,” Jax said. “I found him outside a liquor store two weeks ago. Thought he’d leave after I fed him, but he never did.”
“Loyalty,” I said. “Rare.”
He nodded.
We sat there for a while—two broken people and a stray dog—watching the world move without us. And in that stillness, I learned something about Jax: he didn’t chase things. He waited for the ones worth keeping.
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That night, I got a message.
Unknown Number:
Still want to disappear? Or want to see what happens if you stay visible for once?
I didn’t need to ask who it was.
I stared at the screen, thumbs hovering over the keys. My first instinct was to shut it down, to hide the way I always did.
But I didn’t.
Me:
Meet me at the pier. Midnight.
And just like that, I made the first reckless decision I’d made in years—and for once, I didn’t regret it.
Because something in my bones whispered that this wasn’t the beginning of another heartbreak.
It was the start of something else.
Something terrifying.
Something real.