Their Loving Solitude

Chapter 5 Pushing Limits

(((Warning Explicit Content Warning)))

Mia's POV

I feel my feet moving, but I can't concentrate on anything at the moment. It's just a blur that is starting to make me really dizzy. I'm just going to trust my best friend to help me.. Maybe I'm being cut off because I have already had at least half the bottle to myself. I start leaning back onto her, letting the exhaustion take over.

"Mia, you're so tired and working yourself to the bone. You're the hardest worker I know, and you don't get any of the credit for your hard work." She states in my ear as I nod with her, knowing she is right. I close my eyes so I don't get too dizzy with all the movement, but still leaning into her. I don't want to get sick, but luckily, she is helping me.

"Mia, you're so grumpy all the time nowadays.. just because you have so much pent-up stress.. I will help you." I shake my head because I think I know what she is implying. So I quickly turned around, sending my head into a dizzy spiral, trying to get away from her. "No.. Nay.. No." I state as she giggles, then puts her hand to the center of my chest, pushing lightly, but this was enough for me to stumble back until I fall onto my bed. "Nay, we said we wouldn't do anything else after the last couple of times.. remember?" I state as I feel my shoes than shorts being pulled off. So I tried to pull myself further onto the bed but quickly get my ankles grabbed using them to pull me back.

"But remember how good that felt.. don't you just want to feel good, Mia?" I nod and then shake my head as I try to sit up, but she just puts her hand to my chest as she holds me down to the bed. "Stop Nay.. I'm serious.. remember we said we wouldn't do this again.... oh.. my.. fuuuu." Is all I can get out of my mouth as I feel her tongue on my slit and over my bean making me quiver under that movement. I feel my body relaxing as if I'm butter melting.. it has been so long since I have had anyone take care of me like this. It feels so good, but I don't want it with her. I don't feel about her that like that.

"Nay.. Stop." I try to object as her fingers slip inside of me and pump as she licks over my bean. I moan out, loving how amazing this feels, knowing it's wrong because I don't want her in that way, but man, she knows her way around my body. "Nay, no, we said no more." I squeeze out as she just increases her pace of her gyrating fingers thrusting into me. I can feel the chills drifting through me with the help of her tongue to my c**t. She flicks and sucks, making me moan out even louder.

I shake my head, trying to sit up, but she just pushes me back down and pushes her tongue further into me, but pulling it out just to flick it over the top. My back arches in ecstacy loving how good her tongue feels. But her hands wrap over my hips pulling me closer to her as she pushes her face further between my legs making my eyes roll back. "No.. Nay.. mmm." I moan out as her tongue vibrates between my lips making my climax build until she flicks, sucks and then slips her tongue in, making me hit my peak. I moan out as the relaxation runs through every inch of my body.

My body drops as she continues to lick my insides as if she is savoring the climax juices I have made. She chuckles as she sits up from between my legs and states. "Don't you feel so much better Mia?" I nod but reply. "Yes but you took advantage of me because you know what I like Nay.. that's not fair.. we said we wouldn't do that again because that's what happened the last time. I told you no so many times and you kept going. I told you no." I declare wanting to feel mad, but I feel too good to be mad at the moment, and I think she knows it.

She gives my thighs a tug as I squeak out. "You know I'm the only girl that can make you feel that good.. and I know we said I wouldn't do this again.. but you were stressed and drunk, so it is so much easier to help you feel better in those circumstances." She explains as I shake my head, trying to sit up, but she just pulls me down again.

"Nay, let me up." I declare as I feel her tongue back inside of me. I try to scoot back, but she quickly wraps her arms around my thighs, keeping them almost locked to her face. The sensitivity makes the sensations almost unbearable but still amazingly tantalizing all the same. I moan out again as I stutter out. "Nay.. You're taking advantage of me.. this isn't helping me feel better." She giggles into my lips between my thighs, making me shiver.

She pulls her face away from me as she states. "That's not helping? Then maybe this." She puts her face back between my thighs as she waves her tongue up and down my slit before sliding over my bean. "Oh fu*k." I moan out, feeling my hips rotating into her face, automatically loving how good that feels because she is hitting the right spot. Until I realize what I'm doing, and I stop, then try to pull myself back. But her grip only tightens on me.

"No, Nay, this isn't right.. This it feels amazing, but I asked you to stop.. please." I beg of her as she just continues on. "You don't really want me to stop." she states with her breath, feathering over my slit as her fingers keep sliding in and then out of me as she starts to pump vigorously, making my eyes roll back again. "See, you couldn't possibly want me to stop. I know how to relieve.. all... that.. pent.. up.. stress." she declares pumping her hand into me as I hit my peak once again, moaning out as my body shivers from that orgasm.

She sits up and smirks at me as she wipes her lips off, looking satisfied with her actions. I sit up and push myself all the way back until my back hits the wall. "I can't believe you, Nay.. we have had this talk multiple times.. you promised me you wouldn't take advantage of me while I was inebriated again, and you did it again!" I spat at her as she shakes her head. "No, Mia, I was just helping you feel better.. you had so much built-up frustration that you were taking it out on people around you." She declares as I think about that.

I don't want to say this was ok, but with how many times I snapped at people today, I might understand where she is coming from.. not trying to hurt me, just help me.

"I don't know Nay.. You know how to persway me when I'm drunk and you have done this multiple times.. I'm not ok with that, but I can understand how you may think that my frustration was tipped over the top because of me snapping and lashing out." I spat as I cross my arms across my chest.

"I wasn't trying to cross bounderies.. those other times were in the beginning before we got this close, and you know it.. just know tonight was for you to feel better, not worse." She says to me, trying to get closer to me, but I'm still hurt. "I understand that.. I do.. but I'm still frustrated about everything tonight.. it did help me feel better but made things hard for me right now.. I just need some time away from you.. please.. I'm going to go to bed.. and we can talk about this tomorrow when I have had time to think, and I'm clear-headed." I state to her as she slowly nods her head, looking sad now.

"But Mia." She tries to talk even more, but I quickly cut her off. "Good night, Nay." She turns away sadly while looking back, but I don't say anything to her. She leaves out my door and slowly shuts it behind her. I huff out, letting the breath I was holding in out.. not knowing what to do to fix this.

Naomi's POV

I leave her room feeling like the worst kind of person.. I honestly thought that would make her feel better after being so frustrated for so long. It's been years since she has had any sign of a partner, so I don't know if it has been just as long for satisfying herself or not.. but not being satisfied in that area of your life can make you angry. I just wanted her to feel better.

"Davidson, I can't believe you.." I spat at my lifelong brotherly friend. "What did I do, Mimi?" he asks me as I scoff at that comment, crossing my arms across my chest. "You told me that she is sexually frustrated, and it would help if I helped her out." I snap at him as he tries to quickly explain.

"Hey before you blame me for everything I told you that it would be easy for you to take care if her while she is drunk to satisfy that need that obviously is making her angry because she is sexually frustrated.. but I never told you to do this.. that was all you, Mimi.. Besides, I know how I feel after a good orgasm and man relaxed is a complete understatement.. I know it probably made her feel better, did it not?" he asks me as I groan out and nod.

"Yes, she said it helped relax her but that she is mad.. she thinks I took advantage of her.. I don't know why I listen to you sometimes." I snap, running my hand over the side of my head that has a buzz cut on it to try to calm my nerves because it feels like velvet.

"You listen to me because you know I'm right.. I wasn't wrong about my suggestion and she said she liked what I did tell you to do.. but she said she didn't like it when you decided to do it.. that's not my fault, Mimi.. you can't possibly be mad at me about trying to help you when you asked me to. can you?"

I feel bad about his words because he is right.. I'm the one that made the decision, maybe with a push from his ideas, but it was me. "I'm not mad at you.. You're like a brother to me, and I value you and everything you bring to my life.. I just hope I didn't mess everything up with her." I state with so much hurt in my heart at that idea.

"You're her best friend Mimi and all she has since her parents passed away years ago.. she won't kick you out of her life.. give her tonight to think about things and talk with her tomorrow.. make sure to tell her how sorry you're, but how you helped her and how much you love her." He declares this to me as I nod and flop into my bed. "Thanks. I'll tell you how it goes." I roll over and close my eyes, trying to relax enough to get some sleep.