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The first stage of grief–is denial. I admit, my world stopped when I got the call. I was numb, and I did not know what to do. When I saw grandpa’s lifeless body, that’s when I wondered how I could go on in life? I don’t have any reason to live and fight if he does not wake up. I bargained with God, just to spare my grandpa’s life. I promised not to lie to him or to anyone again. I would do anything just to save his life. But I guess I bargained so many times that probably made God tired of me because I never kept all my promises. That’s why I lost that chance to negotiate. At some point, I already expected that this day would come, but not in this kind of situation. Grandpa was a fighter. He never gave us any reason to worry about anything, except, of course, his condition. He always p
