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Life is very mysterious and unpredictable. What you planned for tomorrow might happen today or might not at all. I was busy worrying about family that I forgot how to have a life. I never really go out to party, to shop for myself, to go out and eat unless Becky or Alec asked me, or if I went on a blind date. But that’s the thing, those blind dates were not really for myself, it’s for my grandfather. He always acts tough and strong but I know at night he’s sad and crying. He has my dad’s picture in his wallet and I caught him few times talking to him. I wish I knew where my parents are. I wish they didn’t leave. We could’ve solved the problem as the family instead of leaving the burden all to me. I want to work hard and make money to pay off all our debts and take back what’s ours, but
