65 “Mommy—“ everything went in slow motion when I heard a familiar voice. I glanced in front of me, then I saw Antonio’s body fall before me. “– I am sorry if I made you mad.” “Sweetie, what are you doing here?” I gave him a hug but felt wetness on his back. “No, no! Antonio! Please stay with mommy.” “Mommy, I am sorry if I always make you mad.” He was weak, and I was screaming for help. “I just want to protect you always, mommy, because I love you even if you don’t love me.” “What? What are you talking about? Of course, I love you. I love you always because you are my baby.” I kissed his cheeks and held his hand. “Just hang on a second, okay? Daddy’s here. Help!!! Help!!” I tried to pick him up, but he screamed from the pain. “Sorry, baby. I am sorry.” “Please don’t get mad at me, mo

