49 Tanner Hargreaves Being nervous is something I have never experienced in my life. I rarely care if I fail or not. I had so many controversies in the past that never really bothered me. They were all over the news and I ruined a lot of lives because of those, but I couldn't treat today like any other day in front of the camera. This will be live on national television. Customarily, I am always confident without even any preparation at all. But for some reason, I am getting chills. My heart will not stop pounding, and my head keeps on throbbing. I took ibuprofen and probably a gallon of coffee. Hearing Sloane's voice gave me strength after I called her last night. I just want to get over this meeting to see her. I got into the office to check my emails and prepare my slides and repo

