Bella's Story (P.O.V.)

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     After the battle was over we went back to the house and we had a little party from us winning and glad that Alice and Jasper was home with us.           Everyone left but Jacob, Huilen, and Nahuel. They stayed with us for a little bit. Nessie was asleep in my arms. I looked up from Nessie and then I see Nahuel looking at me or he was looking at Nessie. I didn’t like it when he was looking at her like she was his sister or something. I wonder if Jacob saw. I looked at Edward and I wonder if he is thinking what I was, about taking her home and put her in her own bed.   “Should we take her-” I started to say. “Yea, we should. She hasn’t had enough sleep last night because of someone snoring.” Edward laughed. “Yea, well I think I should go back home to my bed. My dad would be so glad that I’m back.” Jacob said. “Thank you.” I said to him. “Anytime, Bella. But you already knew that Bella.”             I got up with her in my arms really slowly so I would not wake her. She had a lot on her little shoulders. Jacob kissed her on the forehead and then kissed me on my forehead, then punched Edward in the arm and left. I was just Bella to him. I wasn’t a vampire, I was just like myself, no one else to him.           After he left, we left. We were hugged and kissed by our family. We took our time to get to our place. When we did get there, we put her into her bed. I took off my necklace that Aro gave me and threw it in the corner. She can play with it if she wants. She likes pretty things.   Edward and I walk to our room holding hands. He looked at me and said. “A night for celebrations.” He murmured, and he put his hand under my chin to lift my lips to his. “Wait,” I hesitated, pulling away.             He looked at me in confusion. As a general rule, I didn’t pull away. Okay, it was more than a general rule. This was a first.   “I want to try something,” I informed him, smiling slightly at his bewildered expression.             I put my hands on both sides of his face and closed my eyes in concentration. I hadn’t done very well with this when Zafrina had tried to teach me before, but I knew my shield better now.           It stills wasn’t anywhere near as easy as shielding other people along with myself. I felt the elastic recoil again as my shield fought to protect me. I had to strain to push it entirely away from; it took all of my focus.   “Bella!” Edward whispered in shock.             I knew it was working then, so I concentrated even harder. Some of the memories were not clear – dim human memories seen through weak eyes and heard through weak ears: the first time I’d seen his face… the way it felt when he’d held me in the meadow… the sound of his voice through the darkness of my faltering consciousness when he’d saved me from James… his face as he waited under a canopy of flowers to marry me… every precious moment from the island… his cold hands touching out baby through my skin…           And the sharp memories, perfectly recalled: his face when I’d opened my eyes to my new life, to the endless dawn of immortality… that first kiss… that first night…           His lips, suddenly fierce against mine, broke my concentration.           With a gasp, I lost my grip on the struggling weight I was holding away from myself. It snapped back like stressed elastic, protecting my thought once again.   “Oops, lost it!” I sighed. “I heard you,” he breathed. “How? How did you do that?” “Zafrina’s idea. We practiced with it a few times.”             He was dazed. He blinked twice and shook his head.   “Now you know,” I said lightly, and shrugged. “No one’s ever loved anyone as much as I love you.” “You’re almost right.” He smiled, his eyes still a little wider than usual. “I know of just one exception.” “Liar.”             He started to kiss me again, but then stopped abruptly.   “Can you do it again?” he wondered. I grimaced. “It’s very difficult.”             He waited; his expression eager.   “I can’t keep it up if I’m even that slightest bit distracted,” I warned him. “I’ll be good,” he promised.             I pursed my lips. My eyes narrowing. Then I smiled. I pressed my hands to his face again, hefted the shield right out of my mind, and with the crystal – clear memory of the first night of my new lift… lingering on details.           I laughed breathlessly when urgent kiss interrupted my efforts again.   “Damnit,” he growled, kissing hungrily down the edge of my jaw. “We have plenty of time to work on it,” I reminded him. “Forever and forever and forever.” He murmured. “That sounds exactly right to me.”             And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect place of ours forever.           Edward and I were on the bed holding each other, just kissing when the sun was just coming up. It was about 7 or 8 A.M. I was thinking, of everything. I have my old family and friends, and now my new family and friends. What else could go wrong, well Alice is here now to let us know.           I was about to get up and get dressed, when I heard Nessie scream. I grabbed my blanket and ran into her room with Edward right behind me.   “Honey, what wrong?” I asked. “Mommy! Oh mommy!” Nessie said. Tears coming down her face. “Oh baby, it was just a bad dream. Don’t worry I’m here.” I said to her. “But it felt so real.” “What was it about?” Edward asked her. “It was like you two, grandma, grandpa, Aunty Rose and Alice, uncle Emmett and Jasper, and all our friends were dead. Even the werewolves were dead. I was the only one alive. Aro wanted me to join him.” She said; crying harder. “Don’t worry Hun, they are gone forever, they will never hurt us again. Let’s get to the house.” Edward and I said to her. “Let daddy get you dressed while I go get dressed myself.” I told her.             She nodded at me as she whipped away her tears away. Edward was already dressed. He dresses fast because he’s a man, all he needs is a shirt, pants, and shoes. But me, I take my times to get dressed. I went back into our room to get dressed.           I went to my walk-in-closet that Alice made just for me with all my clothes. I found a baby blue dress in there that still had its price tag on it. I got this just before Christmas. I put it on and looked in the mirror. It was one of Edward’s favorites on me. Blue was his color, so I try to wear blue for him. I grabbed some cute heels too, but since we were running to the house I ran barefooted sometimes.           When I got done with everything, Edward and Renesmee were all dressed and ready for me. I went to the door, I kissed both of them and we walked out the door. Renesmee got on Edward’s back right before we ran. When she got up there, I looked at her.   “Ready?” I asked her.             She shook her head okay. Then we were off. We ran so well together like a family, but sometimes she ran on either one of our backs while we ran when she was lazy. When we got to the river we jumped together holding hands. Once we landed on the other side of the river, Renesmee got off his back and we all walked together holding hands.           When we got to the back door, I put my heels on. Edward carried Nessie inside. Her arms around his neck, she was still tried. And I went and got her some food. When we walked in Alice came into the kitchen.   “Hey Nessie, how’s my baby girl?”             Nessie touched Edward, wanting down, so he put her down. Nessie ran to Alice crying to her. That’s when Rosalie and everyone came in the kitchen.   “What’s wrong with her?” Rosalie asked. “She had a nightmare.” I said, as I put her food on the table. “Of what?” Emmett and Carlisle said at the same time. “About what happen at the clearing.” Edward said. Then I added. “She thought we were all dead and Aro wanted her to join them.” “That will never happen,” Rosalie hissed. “Over my damn body.” Rosalie walked to Alice and Nessie. “Come here baby. Don’t worry, he will never get you. And if he does I will kill him before he gets you.” “Damn right, Rosalie.” Emmett said. “Thanks, guys. I love y’all so much.” Nessie said and whipped her tears away. “We love you, too baby.” Esme said.             Rosalie put her down so she can eat.   “Mommy, you look very pretty.” “Your just now noticing.” I said giggling a little bit. “But thank you through.” I kissed her on her forehead.             Then my phone went off. It was my dad; Charlie.   “Good morning, Charlie.” “Hi Bella, ummm… are you busy?” “No, I am not. What’s wrong dad?” Edward looked at me when I said that. “Can you come over I need to tell you, well show you something in person.” “Okay, Charlie. I’ll be there in about 10 minutes.” “Okay bye.” Then he hung up. “What’s wrong?” Edward said. “I don’t know. Alice did you see anything that happen with my dad?” “No, I have not.” “Hmm… well I’ll be back; he wants me to come over.” “Do you want me to come with you?” “Well he said; he wanted to tell well show me something in person so, no honey.” “Okay love you.” He said then kissed me goodbye.             I grabbed my keys on the hook on the wall, by the garage door, and went out to the garage. I took my new red Lambo car. I back out of the garage and drove down the mile-long driveway of ours. I headed toward the freeway to my father’s house. When I got onto the freeway I had hit the gas to 80 miles, so I could get to my father’s house faster. That’s how I have been driving now, since I have become a vampire, driving fast where no one can see me but in cars they do.           When I was getting close to the exit of the freeway to my fathers, I started slowing down, don’t want people calling in on a red Lambo car, to my father, for speeding. But when I got off the freeway, I thought I seen a werewolf, but I wasn’t sure. But I just kept driving to my father’s house. When I got to my dad’s house, there was a black Mercedes car there behind my old Chevy truck. I thought it was Edward for a second, but he wouldn’t have gotten here before me. Or would he.           I parked across the street from my dad’s house and got out of the car. I started walking up to the door, trying to smell for anyone I didn’t know, but walked in once I got to the door. But I walked in, I smelled someone else was here with my dad and it was Sue.   “Dad. Charlie, I’m here what’s up? Why did you want me here so bad this morning?” I said as I walked into the front room. That’s when it hit me. “Hi Bella.” “Mom.” I said. If I could cry I would be crying a lot right now. I have not seen my mom since the day of my wedding. I kinda froze in place, trying not to breathe any more of my mothers’ smell. “Oh my god, mom. What are you doing here?” “Came here to see you silly, and Phil is playing ball here this week. How have you been. How’s my new son-in-law and granddaughter.” When she said granddaughter, I looked at my father all surprised. “Charlie told me after I saw the Christmas pictures.” She said, after a minute. Probably because of the shockingly surprised look on my face. “Well, one he’s at home and she’s with him and they are both okay.” I told her. “Bella, god, look at you.” She said as she was walking my way. “You are so beautiful. I love the new look.” She said as she went to touch my face. I held me breathe. “Ummm… yea new look…” I said as I moved away from her. Walking more into the living room. “Thanks mom.” I said when I got close to the window to take a breath. “So is it true what your father said that you are a vampire,” she started to say. I looked at my father really quick. “And Edward and his family and Renesmee is your and Edward’s real daughter, that you had her and died to have her?” she sounded like she was gonna cry on the last part. “Yes,” I started to say. I took a deep breath and looked at her. “It is. I am very sorry mom. I wanted to tell you so bad about it,” I said to her then looked away from her and touched the window. “But I didn’t know if you would be strong as dad about it.” I told her, then turned around and started walking towards her. “Would you like to come to my place, at the Cullen’s place, to see/meet Renesmee, mom?” I asked. “Well I don’t know.” “I won’t hurt you.” I started to say as I went to reach for her hands. “I swear.” “Can Charlie come?” “Yes, he can.” I told her. Then looked at my dad. “Dad can you drive her there?” I asked. “Yes.” Charlie said. “Okay. I’ll meet y’all there.” I said as I went to the door. “Give me about a few minute head start to tell the others.” I told them.             They shook they head. I opened the door and walked out. I fast walked to my Lambo and started it up fast. I didn’t even up my seat belt on, I hit the gas as hard as I could to get to the house fast. When I hit the freeway, I passed all the cars that were on there like it was nothing. Watching where I was going but going fast. When I got there, it seemed like 5 minutes. I hurried down the driveway didn’t even pull in the garage. I skidded to a stop, turned off the car, got out shut the door and ran into the house.   “Bella, what’s wrong.” Emmett and Jasper asked.             Edward’s head snapped up when they said that and looked right up at me.   “I have bad news.” I started to say. Then I started pacing back and forth in the living room. Losing my mind. Could that happen. “Charlie told Renee and they are on their way here.” I said as I flew to the window to look out to see if they were here yet then to the doorway of the kitchen. “What did he tell her.” Jasper was the one that was asking. “Everything that Jacob had told him. I’m guessing. Like about me and us. About us being vampires and that me and Edward have a daughter.” I said.   I was starting to freak out a little. Were vampires aloud to freak out. Or was that just me.   Alice came into the room. “Jacob is coming in 5, 4, 3, 2…” “Hey guys, what’s up?” he said. “Hey, Nessie.” She smiled at him, and then said. “Did you know that grandpa Charlie told grandma Renee about mommy?” Least she was the brave one to say it. “What?” he looked at me. “Are you freaking kidding me. Is that why your freaking out over there.” He asked. I stopped where I was and shook my head. “They are on their way here. And was that you that crossed the freeway right before you get off to go to Charlie’s?” “Yea, Billy sent me over there to give Charlie some fish, but your mom wasn’t there.” He said. “Well,” I stopped and turn my head to the freeway and heard Charlie’s car. “They are here.”             I started pacing again. I was so mad like I was going to lose it. Edward came to me and put his hands on my shoulders. Couldn’t he have done this the first time when I was freaking out.   “Bella, stop.” Edward said and put his hand on my chin to make me look up at him. I looked up at him and he said again. “You can do this. It is just like it when Charlie came here.”             ‘Knock, knock, knock,’ Charlie or Renee knocked.           I froze where I stood, and Jasper opened the door. Nessie ran to me before Charlie and Renee came in. I guess she was scared too. I unfroze and turned around.   “Hi mom, Charlie.” I said. “Hi Charlie, nice to see you again.” Jake said laughing a little. “Hi.” Charlie said. “Hi Nessie, how’s grandpa’s girl?” She looked at me for an answer, so I shook my head yes to her. “Okay.” “Can I have a hug?” he asked her. “Yes.” She said as she walked over to him. He picked her up. “Oh, you’re getting heavy sweetheart.” He snickered. “Renee this is our wonderful granddaughter; Renesmee Carlie Cullen, but you can also call her Nessie.” He told her. “Hi Nessie.” My mom said. “Hi grandma.” I grabbed Edwards hand. He whispered to me in my ear so low that only vampires could hear. “Don’t worry Bella.”   Jasper’s head snapped our way. ‘Breath, Bella.’ He mouthed at me. Then took a deep breath to know what he was saying. I did do what he said. I took a deep breath a couple of times, and it kinda made me feel somewhat better. Somewhat.   “Mom, Charlie why don’t you guys sit down on the couch.” “Here I’ll get up, here y’all.” Emmett said. “Emmett you don’t have to do that.” Charlie said. “It’s your house.” “It’s all good. I have to work on my jeep. Rosalie, can you come help me.” He said. “Nice to meet you again Renee. Charlie. Coming honey.” Rosalie said. “Rose.” They both said.             Great they’re leaving me. The strongest one in the house that can hold me down if something happens and the other one that can somewhat help calm me down, are leaving me.   “Hi, Renee. How have you been?” Esme asked her. “Oh Esme, I’m so good. How are you?” I been good. Keeping the kids, grandchild, and husband good.” Esme said and smiled at Nessie and winked at me. “Well, that’s good. Jake are you gonna say anything to me.” Renee said. I laughed so did Jake then he said. “Ummm… yea Renee or should I say Aunt Renee.” He laughed again. “We are just like family.” “Yea, we are.” She said. “I knew you since you were a little itty-bitty baby.” She smiled. Then she looked at Edward. “Edward.” “Renee. How’s Phil doing?” “Very good really.” She said. “Well, he’s here playing baseball.” “Sweet!” Jasper said well yelled.             Charlie, Renee, and Jacob jumped. Alice and I started giggling. Carlisle came downstairs, well flew downstairs. Then he seen Renee. If she didn’t already know what we were, she would have freaked out.   “Oh, hi Renee. I didn’t see or hear you were here. How are you?” “I been well. What about you, Carlisle?” “I been better.” He said. “I’ve been busy at the hospital. Speaking of hospital, I got to leave to get to the hospital. I got two mothers that’s having babies.” “Oh okay.” She said. “Have fun with those precise babies.” My mother said.             Did she just tell Carlisle to have fun? I started to shake my head. It’s not like she sees us as vampires. Maybe just maybe she’s strong enough to keep this secret. Maybe.   “Sorry, I have to leave like this and all when you just got here.” “It’s all good. Do what you have to do.” Renee said.             He shook his head, gave Esme a kiss and left.           I sat on the couch and talk to my mother and father, once I got more comfortable with her being here. Nessie went over to the piano started playing one of her and Edward’s songs, about 10 minutes after me and her both got comfortable.           Edward went over to sit next to her and started playing with her. She was the 3rd best person to play the piano. 2nd was Rosalie.           When she did that she just looked so much like her father. And she’s only about 7 months old but she looks like a 10-15 year-old. Could be even more than that. She just growing so fast and she is very smart for her age. She knows how to read and write for her age. She is so smart, she started playing the piano when she was about 2 months old. She just kept watching Rosalie and Edward play the piano a lot when they were bored. She learned how to dance all by herself well with a little help from her Aunty Alice at the age of 3 or 4 weeks old. She took her fist word at the age of 1 or 2 weeks old and that word went into her first sentence. If I could cry I would have. She’s my little sweet angel, my sweetheart, my gift from god.           When Edward and Nessie were done Renee, Charlie, Jacob, and I clapped at her.   “She looks a while like you Bella.” My mother said. “Yea, but she acts a lot like Edward though.” I said snickering a little. “But she has Charlie’s curly hair.” Charlie smiled about that. “Thanks, honey.” “Your welcome, dad.” I said. “So, Bella…” my mother started off saying. Oh god here we go with all the questioning. “I want to know everything.” My mom asked me. “What do you want to know?” I asked her cruelly. “Well… how strong are you?” she asked me. Of course, Emmett had to say something about this. “Ha!” Renee jumped. “Your so on.” Emmett came running into the house from the garage. Renee looked confused. “What?” “You asked, ‘How strong Bella is,’ well you’re on. I am the strongest one here before she came along.” Emmett said smiling. “Oh okay.” My mom said. “And it’s about damn time we see how strong you are again. You’re not a newborn anymore.” He said laughing. “Really Emmett. After what had happened two days ago.” I said. “What happened two days ago?” Renee asked. “Nothing mother.” I murmured. “Ummm…, Bella, ‘need to know’ is a good idea to tell me. I am your mother. I do care about you.” She replied. She’d used the same sentence what Charlie said to me when Jacob told him about us. “Look Renee, I know you are my mother, but you don’t need to know about everything. I am dead anyways so, don’t worry, damn!” I hissed at her and flew out of the house.             Edward went to turn around to grab my arm as I flew out of the house, but Esme or Alice had grabbed his arm and told him to let me be. I don’t know who it was that is all I heard.           I knew I shouldn’t have done that. But I kinda just had it. So, I had gone to mine and Edward’s meadow, to calm down.           I knew it wouldn’t be long until someone came looking for me and the person who came, I didn’t have in mind would come to find me and talk to me.           It was Esme that came looking for me. I was in a tree when I see her come into view. I jumped down from the tree in front of her.   “Esme, what are you doing here? How did you know I was gonna be here?” I asked her. “Alice saw you come here. And I told your mom I would talk to you. Because I am a mom too, Bella.” Esme said. “And I see you like as one of mine own children.” “I can’t believe I even said that to her.” I put my head in my hands. “Bella,” Esme said as she put her arm around my shoulders. “if you want your mother in your life, you need to tell her everything.” Esme was a mom to me. And she was right. “Your right. Thank you.” “Your welcome, huh. And oh umm… Nessie told well, ‘showed’ Renee what happen.” Esme told me. “She did. What did Renee say.” “She said, she was sorry for what we went through and all. And she knew what you were coming from, when you freaked out on her.” “Oh.” That was all what I said. “Come on. Let’s go home, Bella.” She said. I shook my head and hugged Esme. “Thank you again.” She kissed my forehead. “You very welcome.” She said smiling.             Esme and I ran back to the house. We both jumped at the same time over the river, but she went into the house before I did. I was only seconds behind her. But when we got back to the house; Jacob, Renesmee, and Edward was gone. They must have went hunting or something. Alice was next to Renee talking to her. Charlie was watching New York and Green Bay with Emmett. Jasper wasn’t in the room; he was probably upstairs somewhere. Rosalie was under the steps humming to herself.           Before I had said anything, I just watched my mother’s soulful face. How graceful it was. How she was taking all of this in so well. So calmly. If it were me taking in all this information or someone that had powers touch me and ‘show’ me what had happened. But not her.           I walked into the living room toward the couch, walked behind it, where she didn’t see me come in. I touched her shoulder making her jump a little bit. “Mom, I’m sorry.” I told her, for scaring her and from what I had did. “Bella don’t.” she started to say. I went to speak but she stopped me. “I’m the one sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything about it. Nessie had showed me what happen. Why would they want to kill someone so good.” Renee murmured the last part. “Mom, please.” I said choking on the word please. “Sorry, I’ll stop.” She said as she rubbed my arm.   I took a deep breath then smiled and looked at Emmett.   “Emmett… you ready?” I asked him, even though I didn’t have to ask him because I already knew the answer to that. He was always ready for another rematch. “Ready for what?” Jacob said as he was walking into the kitchen door with Edward and Renesmee behind him. “To see if Bella is still strong.” Emmett said. “Hell yea. I’m gonna beat your a*s again.” I said. I flew to Edward and kissed him for good luck. “Love you.” “I love you, too. What was that for?” “It was for luck.” I said. “Charlie, Renee, come on. Follow us.” Emmett flew outside to our big rock that still had the c***k on it from us the last time. “Come on little sister.”             I sat down and I put my arm on the rock. He counted down to 3 and when he said 3, he tried to move his hand, but like the last time nothing happen. I smiled at him, looked at my parents, and I did what I did the last time. I let him win for a quarter second, I looked at Renesmee, winked at her, then I moved my arm and he lost.           He was so mad that he lost again. Everyone laughed. Nessie flew to me and jumped into my arms.   “YAY MOMMY!” she laughed.             After she said that, everyone laughed with her. My mother walked over to me smiling like she was proud of me.   “What did you think mom?” I asked her. “Wow that was cool. Emmett looks mad though.” She said. “He’ll get over it.” Edward said. “She’s amazing isn’t she, Renee?” “Yea, she always was amazing ever since she was born.” Renee said. Then Charlie added. “I say she’s God’s child.” He laughed.             If I could blush I would have big time.           It was starting to get late, Charlie said he had to LA Push to go pick up Sue for a date night. Renee had to meet up with Phil for dinner, so she left with Charlie. Jacob left about 10 minutes after they did. So, we end up going home. Thanks to Jacob, he got Nessie all wide awake now by playing with her. “Renesmee Carlie Cullen, come on you have to go to bed.” I told my daughter. She was giggling and running around the house. I was about over it, so I called Edward. “Edward, get her to bed.” I whined to him. “Nessie, listen to your mother.” He told her from the bedroom. “I know you had fun playing with Jacob, but it’s time to go to bed now.” He said to her. “Awww, okay.” She said. “Love you mommy. Love you daddy.”             She ran to me and gave me a kiss goodnight and then ran to Edward and did the same thing. Then Edward carried her back into her room and put her into her bed and then we walked back into our room.           I went over to the double windows that we left open for the night. I would look up at the moon every night just to make sure that the night was ending for sure, then Edward came behind me and put his arms around me.   “It’s Twilight out.” He said, “The same night I stayed with you.” He murmured into my ear. “Yea, the same day that we kissed too.” I murmured back.             I turned around to look at him. His eyes were bright yellow cause of the moon. I put my arms around his neck, so I could kiss his lips. A warm sound came out of his throat. Then he picked me up and then he jumped onto the bed. This was the first night we made love, after I was reborn. A lot of things had happened on this night ever since me and Edward got together from day one. Twilight was our nights.           Edward and I made love until about 6:30 A.M. We had to stop because Emmett and Jasper came to the cottage and knocked on the door, asking if Edward wanted to hunt with them, to go find some mountain lions and bears. Edward looked at me and I shook my head yes that he could go. So, Edward left, and I had the cottage all to myself for a little bit until Nessie had woken up. While I was waiting for Nessie to wake up, I laid in bed reading one of my books that I had.           By 7:30 A.M. Nessie finally woke up. Edward was still out hunting with Emmett and Jasper. So, I had got up and got dressed. I put on my skinny jeans and a t-shirt and black heels. I went into Nessie’s room and grabbed her out of her bed and got her dressed. Then we headed to the house.           When we got to the house we heard someone playing the piano. When we walked in it was Rosalie playing the piano. She was the second person that knew how to play everything on the piano.           Alice was sitting on the floor next to Esme, looking through some pictures. She looked up and smiled at me when we came into the room. I smiled back at her and Esme.           Nessie still doesn’t like talking out loud sometimes, so she had put her hand on my neck. She wanted down so she could go play with her Aunty Rose. I put her down and I watched her walk over to Rosalie. She was so cute I couldn’t stand it sometimes. With her spoiled self.           I stood there about 5 minutes, watching her play with Rose, until my phone vibrated in my pocket. I looked at the number. It was Seth.   “Hi Seth, what’s wrong?” I asked. Alice looked up at me when I said that. “Hi Bella. Have you heard or seen from Jacob?” Seth asked. “No, I have not. He left last night after my parents left.” “Ummm… Bella he’s upstairs asleep.” Alice said. “Oh, thanks Alice.” I thanked her. “Seth Jake’s upstairs asleep.” “Oh okay, good. Tell him Same wants him for something, okay.” “Sure, Seth.” “Bye.”             I hung up the phone. And went over to where Esme and Alice were.   “He did leave for a little bit Bella, but he came back. So, I told him he can go to the spare room and go to sleep. And speaking of spare rooms Bella, I was talking to Emmett, Rosalie, and Esme about Edward’s old room. I was thinking about adding some more room in there and a bed for Renesmee to sleep in there since she is getting bigger and I bet she is getting tired of that baby bed.” Alice said. “Yea, I’ve been thinking about it. Kinda. I mean she’s always wanting to be her, and I don’t blame her.” I told Alice. “I mean Jakes always here and you guys are here. And it would give her more room to do what she wants.” Just thinking Renesmee getting older and bigger is just making me think that I’m losing my baby. Even though she’s just gonna be a run from the cottage. “Exactly,” Alice stated. I looked at her. She started smiling. “I mean, she’s gonna be to be taught some things and we can help her so she can be ready when she starts school.”             Alice was right about that. So, I nodded my head and looked at the pictures that were on the table. I heard Nessie get up from the piano and walked up the steps. I didn’t say anything to her. I knew where she was going, and I knew what she wanted. It wasn’t that hard to know what she wanted. She wanted to lay down with Jacob, so I let her. They were unstoppable together. Always up each other’s a*s’s. stuck like glue.   “So, why are you going through all the pictures for?” I murmured to Alice and Esme. Rosalie was the one that spoke. “Your mother wants photos of everything from the wedding to now. Photos of you and Edward dancing, you and Emmett dancing which was a little funny.” She giggled. “Yea, sure was.” Alice said. Rosalie continued. “Edward biting the garnet off of you.” She giggled again. That was embarrassing having Edward do that in front of my family, but it was what he wanted. “Umm… you and Edward feeding cake into each other’s mouth. Then the pictures of Renesmee with everyone.” “Here’s one of Renesmee and Zafrina and Renesmee and Carmen.” Alice said. “I like those of them.” I murmured. “So, Renee wants you to make copies of them?” “Yea, pretty much.” “Oh, here Bella. You got some mail.” Esme said. She handed me my mail.             I took my mail and there was a letter from Aro and one from Zafrina. I hissed when I see Aro’s name. I opened it and read it.   Dear Bella; ‘I am so sorry about me trying to kill your poor daughter. So please forgive me. I will be visiting you and your family in about a year or two to see how your little girl is doing and please tell your mate, Edward, my dear friend, that I’m sorry also.’ Yours truly, Aro             I hissed again and I dug my fingers into the table. Then got up and I walked into the kitchen and hit well punched the wall and put a huge hole in the wall too. Edward had come into the door from the garage, at the same time that I had punched the wall.   “Bella,” he hissed. “What’s the matter my love?”             Emmett and Jasper flew in after they heard me punched the wall and Edward hissing. If I were human I know I would have broken my hand.   “What the hell was that?” Emmett asked. “What’s the matter?” Jasper said at the same time.             I was surprised that Jacob didn’t come downstairs from what I did. But two or three seconds later, he came running down.   “What happen. What the hell was that?” he asked the same thing what Emmett and Jasper asked.             I was so mad, I couldn’t speak. Rosalie got up and from the piano and walked over to the table and read it out loud.   “Dear Bella, I am so sorry about me trying to kill your poor daughter. So please forgive me. I will be visiting you and your family in about a year or two to see how your little girl is doing and please yell your mate, Edward, my dear friend, that I’m sorry. Yours truly, Aro.” Rosalie hissed Aro’s name just like I did. Nessie came downstairs. “Mommy!” she was crying. “Mommy, please don’t be upset.” “Honey, mommy will be okay. Don’t worry.” I heard Esme murmured to her. “Why? That’s all I want to know?” I hissed. “Why!?” “I don’t know, Bella. But I don’t think it’s Aro’s idea.” Edward said. “Then who?” Jake and Emmett said at the same time. “Who else wanted to kill Nessie.” Rosalie said. “Or her to die I should say.”             I hissed when she said that. Edward put his hands on my shoulder to turn me around to look at my eyes to calm me down but when I didn’t look up he let go of me. Like he could have read my mind. Maybe he did because when I get mad or real shitty I should say my shield comes out so he might have read my head. That is the only time he can read my thoughts.   “Caius.” Alice murmured. “Well, we don’t need to worry now. We have plenty of time. He did say a year or two.” Emmett said. That’s when it hit me. I turned around and started going off on him. “So, that doesn’t matter Emmett, they are still coming after my little girl. I don’t want them near her.” I flew away from Edward and went to Esme and Renesmee. I put my arms out to grab Renesmee from Esme. Esme gave Renesmee to me. “They have no damn right to be around her or her Emmett.” Jasper flew to me and put his hands on my shoulders and spoke. I wish he hadn’t put his hands on me right now because I was shitty. “Bella, calm down. Emmett is right.” Emmett smiled. “So, are you Bella.” Jasper turned his head and looked at Emmett. His smile went away. “But, I agree with both of you. Emmett don’t get Bella upset any more than she is. Bell just calm down. Renesmee will be safe. No one and I mean no one will take or hurt her. They will have to get through a lot of people/ all of us, Jacob and the pack, Zafrina, Carmen, Kate, and the others. There is enough of us. If I didn’t love you or Renesmee or even my family, Bella, I would let them get to her.”             He was right. And after all what he said calm me down. All my worries were gone for now. I turn to Emmett.   “Emmett, I’m sorry.” I said. Emmett walked over to me. “I am too. No one is gonna get or hurt my little niece.” He smiled and Renesmee turned her body and reached over to him. I gave her a big hug and handed her to him. “Thanks, for waking me up. I was sleeping good.” Jake teased. “Sorry, Jake. And oh, Seth called. Sam wanted you for something. He didn’t say what he needed you for.” “Oh, I do. Me and my sister, Rachel, got into it.” Jake reply. “For what?” I asked. “Oh, because of me being here so much and I brought up Paul eating all our food.” Jake laughed at that. “And my dad bitched us both us well mostly her. He understands me being here so much. Then when after that was over, I took off and ended up here falling asleep. So, he might have told Sam about it or told him to tell me come home for something. I don’t know.” “Well, go home.” I said. While me and Jake was busy talking, everyone else went back to what they were doing. Jake and I went outside. “I might, but I’ll be back. I feel like I live here. I know Carlisle said I could stay here as long as I could.” “Jake, I know it hurts not being here close to Renesmee. Stay home for a little. Spend time with your family. I’ll call you if anything happens.” “Okay. Thanks.” He kissed my forehead.   He was about to take off his shirt when I threw my keys to the lambo. I knew how much he loved it.   “Here takes my car. I know how much you like it.” I said. “Thanks again Bella.” He caught the keys and opened my car door and got in and started it up. “Love you Bells.” “Love you too, Jake. No matter what, you’re in my life forever.” He smiled and said again. “Thanks again. See you later.”             I nodded at him and watched him leave. I did love him; I always will love him. I know it hurts him that I’m with Edward.           I walked inside and went to the wall window and looked out. I heard little footsteps coming from behind me.   “Mommy, can you read this letter from Zafrina?” Renesmee asked. “Oh, yea. I almost forgot about that letter from her thank you so much baby.” I took the letter from her and walked over to the armchair and sat down in it. I opened the letter and started to read it to her out loud. I didn’t care who all heard me. “Dear Bella and Nessie, hi guys, how are you doing? I miss Nessie so much. I miss you too. Don’t worry, you were my favorite. Ha Ha. How’s my little angel doing, had she been good, is she getting bigger. Ha Ha on that. Tell everyone ‘Hi’ for me. Mostly Edward and Alice.” I laughed and I wasn’t the only one. Edward and Alice were too. “I wish you and Nessie was here. Ever since I met you and Nessie I feel like you guys are like family. I mean close family. Like you are my sister and Nessie are my niece. Give Nessie a hug and kiss for me. Hug Alice for me too. My sisters said, ‘Hello’. Well write me back and Nessie if she can write now. Ha Ha. Love always, Zafrina. P.S. send pictures please.” I laughed. I kissed Renesmee on her head and hugged her. I whisper to her and told her. “Go give you Aunty Alice a hug and kiss.”             She got off of me and walked over to Alice and hugged and kissed her.   “Awww…. Thanks, Renesmee so much.” Alice said. “I love you, aunty Alice.” “Awww…. I love you too.” Alice said. “Mommy when are we going to go see Zafrina?” she asked me. I looked up at Edward then at Alice. “Well, honey. I don’t know. I got to talk to daddy and grandpa about it. I don’t know where she really lives but grandpa and Alice Why don’t you go write Zafrina and tell her how you are and stuff, while I think about it okay. She will love that.” “Okay.” She flew upstairs into Edward’s old room. Well soon to be her room. I didn’t hear Carlisle come in the house from the garage. “So, a trip to Zafrina’s?” Carlisle said. “Oh, hi Carlisle.” I welcomed him. “Yea, Nessie wants to see her and Zafrina wants to see us. But I really don’t know where she lives at.”   “Cool. Well its down south close to where you and Edward went on your honeymoon.” He said.   “Oh, okay.”             He went into his room and Esme went up there with him. I went and got my notebook that was on the table under the stairs and started writing her. I wrote.   ‘Hi girly, everything is doing okay. I’m fine, so is Nessie. She’s upstairs in Edward’s old room, well soon to be hers, writing you. She spends a lot of time up there when we are at the big house with the family. I gave Nessie a hug and kiss for you and she gave Alice one for you too. Ha ha. They said; ‘Hi’ back. Well, I gonna go hunt with Nessie, we have not hunt in a while. I don’t want to lose my temper. Ha ha. Love yea oxoxoxox… Love, Bella P.S. I will send pictures.’             I sat there thinking for a while, like no one was in the room. Thinking about everything at the same time, all at once. Thinking about life really. Mostly for my daughter. I was really glad that Jasper wasn’t in the room right now. Jasper, Emmett, Edward, and Rosalie went out the back and was playing fighting. Alice was somewhere in the house or maybe she was outside fighting with Jasper.           I was glad Renesmee hasn’t asked us to teach her how to fight yet, but she knows some from what she has saw from us. But she will still need to learn some more moves. We will teach her one day when that day comes. Only thing she knows how to do is tackle someone down to the ground. She taught herself that when she saw me, Edward, Jacob, and the family go hunting. (Sorry if this took so long writing, just been busy writing other books and working. Hope you like so far.)
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