PROMISE of a blue wolf

chapter 6

Ashley pov:

The baby crying noise pulls me out of my thoughts.... I kept the food I was eating aside and took the baby in my arm.... oh no... She pooped .... what to do... how can I wash it.... what I have to do first... I was very worried that without thinking I went to my aunt's house..." Aunt.... Aunt.... " I yelled.... she was worried that quickly she came out and asked " yes baby ... what happened?"...." I know... and I am sorry for coming like this but the baby pooped and I don't know what to do....so ... umm please help me if you can". Aunt exhales a deep breath as she says" Thank God... Nothing serious happened...sure I will help you and teach you... I forgot to tell you before... luckily just now I came back from work... did you eat anything... i will make you dinner" I cut her words saying" No it's ok I just now ate dinner... let's clean the baby first ... " she nodded and we headed back to our little home.

Thank god I have her by my side otherwise I wouldn't be able to do anything... I will fail from the start... it's a good thing she helps me and teaches me .... Now I know how to wash the baby and even how to bathe her... ... but still I have many things to learn more... it's just the beginning.....

After teaching me some necessary things I should have known about the baby... Aunt left....and I fed my little cry baby and thank god she slept on my lap.... I carefully put her on the bed... and after washing myself and changed to pajamas I lay down near her...

ummm.... loud noise...who is crying... it's disturbing my sleep..unnnn please let me sleep more... stop the baby crying... wait... baby crying... I suddenly realised it's none other than my baby voice... oh my God... oh my god .... I don't even know how long she had been crying... what kind of sister am I ? shit... the milk bottle is also empty... I have to fill it... baby... please I am sorry... I am so sorry... I am awake now .... please ... please stop crying.... i quickly went to fill the milk bottle and came back to baby... I took her in my arms and tried to feed her ... but she is refusing to drink... she is just crying... I don't know how to calm the baby... I started walking around in the room... I tried many songs like baby shark do do do do....and twinkle twinkle little stars... baa baa black sheep and more but no use... and finally I remember a song that mom used to sing for me ... I tried that song

Hush, little baby, don't say a word, Mama's gonna buy you a mockingbird.

And if that mockingbird don't sing, Mama's gonna buy you a diamond ring.

And if that diamond ring turns brass, Mama's gonna buy you a looking glass.

And if that looking glass gets broke, Mama's gonna buy you a billy goat,

And if that billy goat doesn't pull, Mama's gonna buy you a cart and bull.

it's like a miracle... the song which was my favourite helps to calm my baby... my little one... when she stopped crying I fed her and she slept... I was so tired.. ... I just know that I lay beside my little sister and after that i don't know what happened...sleep took over me...

ban... ban... a loud noise interrupts my sleep again.... but this time it's not baby crying but knock on the door.... it seems like something urgent happened... I went to open the door... luckily the baby is still asleep...

while rubbing my eyes I opened to see two warriors in front of my door... " Yes... " I barely said... I was scared to see them in front of our house at this time... what's happening.... it's still night I guess... outside it was dark I am pretty much sure that the sun hasn't risen yet...

when I looked clearly I saw my aunt and some warriors were waiting a little further and staring at us... wait... what are they doing at this hour.... what's the time now... am I missing something...? some rules....? A deep voice pulls me out of my thoughts...." Do you know what time it is?" one of the warriors asked... " No sir... I haven't checked the time yet" was my only answer.... he raised his eyebrows after hearing my silly answer but what to do I am just being honest...The Other warrior said very rudely while folding his arms" You are an Omega now... And Omega's duty will start in the early morning at 4 :30... and now the time is 5:00 ... yet you are still sleeping? If you want to live here you should follow the rules.... every omega has to finish their duty before 6... so I am warning you not to repeat this mistake again ... Otherwise we have to take action ... " " I am sorry... I didn't know it before... but trust me I will never repeat it... just give me a little time today. I didn't know it before... but trust me I will join soon after washing myself.... the warriors and Other omegas who were watching the show by standing a little far also left except Aunt... she waited and she looked very worried....as she asked" Ash ... baby...what about the baby.. how will you manage?.. I smiled at her and said what I was reminded of just now... I once watched how poor people do their job with their babies... so I told my aunt to help me tie my baby on my back... after I came back from washing myself I put some milk and her milk bottle in a bag and with the help of Aunt tied my baby on my back using a big sheet of clothes. Aunt wanted to help me as she says " Ash.... I am afraid you can't do both at the same time since you are a kid... give me baby I will hold her for you... I smiled and refused her I don't want to put her in a trouble so I said" No Aunt but thanks I can hold her... don't worry I will get used it since we have to make it as daily routine why can't I start from today.... and also I am the one who took the responsibility so let me take it... after knowing I am stubborn and will not agree she nodded...

I went for Omega work and I can say so many eyes are on me but I don't care.. as long as my little one is with me ,safe and good... I am happy... but I feel sorry for her since she is only 1 day old... she needs 24hr rest yet I am taking her every where on my back... only because I don't have any other option ... if I have any I will never bring her here... its not easy for me either but I have to be strong for the sake of my little one....

not everyone but some of them are very helpful like Aunt ... they teach me how to do things.... luckily I am a fast learner so it's easy to learn and remember what they teach me ...

But some Omegas hates me because I go against their Alpha since some of them still hate me for being Alphas daughter.... they know actually what their Alpha did to me but still they have their own reasons for hating me...I actually don't have time to waste on them who hates me...I would rather used the time usefully...

After Omega work I went back home and kept the baby on bed.... it feels relief.... some of my body parts start aching ..... but I will be fine soon...

After talking a shower and getting ready to go to school I make sure to fill her milk bottle... then only I realised that milk will be empty soon... what to do.... how to earn money... I have to talk to my aunt about it.... I have to do a job... to buy things I will need money.... and to earn money I need a job...

Before going to school I fed my little one and make her asleep... I have already requested aunt to take care of her until I come back....and she agreed... I am lucky I have someone like her if not I don't know how will I be able to manage things... will I be or not....? I don't know... I am so happy that I got the chance to go back to school... it's ok as Omega also. I will try hard to study.... I know from now on everything in school might be changed but I hope my friends stay remain as they were before...