chapter 4
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Ashley pov:
I am now in beta uncle's car.. we are heading where Omegas live because a moment ago I chose to be an omega rather than being a rogue ...
while driving... beta uncle said " listen Ash... think again.... how can you manage everything.... it's not that easy.... you are a girl who never washed her own shoes.... how can you survive without an elder.... there is still time.... trust me I will find a good orphanage for her.... she will be safe there..." I know he is worried about me but I can't do what he says... I can't break the promise I made .... I replied"I am sorry but how can you ask me to abandon my own sister uncle?I know it will be hard... nearly impossible for me to do everything alone... but trust me I will learn everything... I will do as much as I can but will never send her to an Orphanage.... she is my sister... she belongs here... besides I promise my mom that I will never leave her side... so I am sorry but I can't break the promise I made to mom..so please uncle if you want to help me talked to dad about this... make him understand that he is wrong... " beta uncle sigh and said " I am sorry... I can't help you even if I wanted to.... you know your dad right... but I will help to start your new life... but remember you are the one who chose this path so you have to learn to walk alone... " I cut his words" not alone uncle .. with my sister..." he nodded and didn't say anything else....
After a little drive we reached the Omegas area... I opened the door and took the baby in my arms and pulled myself out of the car... beta uncle also came out of the car . he started walking towards a house.... I followed him... it's a little house but I am sure it will be enough for me and my sister... it seems like no one lives here for a long time since it's very dusty...
It's not my first time visiting this area.... several times I had visited with mom and dad... but everything is different today... those who welcome me with love and care were just standing little far and staring at me.... it feels I am a total stranger to them.... they way they were staring confirms that they already knew what happened earlier and why I am here ..... everything changed so quickly .... I can see their eyes.... they say a lot but not a single word from Their mouths... it's funny... right.... some looking at me with guilt other sympathy , And some with anger.... I don't know what I did wrong to them.... all I know is everything thing is changed now .... those who warmly welcome me didn't even say a single welcome or didn't give a warm single smile.... they were like statues.... standing and maybe judging me .... maybe their Alpha who used to be my dad a moment ago... already gave his order to them... I bowed my head to hide the tears which were rolling down from my eyes... and hugged my little sister tighter than before... I have no one but her ... it's a little relief ...
I open the door... and trust me inside the house is worse than outside .... I asked beta uncle " uncle.... isn't there any other house... how can I keep my one day old baby here in the dust.... " uncle nodded and replied " yeah there isn't any house available yet... you are lucky that this one is empty.... you have to start your new journey from now.... let me tell you Ash it's harder than you think... there still is time... think and come with me to apologize dad.... I am sure he will forgive you...live your life like the way you have been living.... you deserve much more baby...." I smiled bitterly and said" so you mean she didn't deserve that.... no right.... she deserves everything and each happiness.... I am my mom's daughter.... she never teaches me to give up even though it's hard I will try my best.." beta uncle was silent for a moment and said " I am afraid... if you realised later and want to come back ... I might not help you...." " don't worry uncle I know the path I chose to walk ... there is no turning back .... and I don't think I will regret it later... but if I listen to dad and abandon my little one like dad did... I might not be able to face myself....." I said honestly.... beta uncle pated my head and said" Is there anything you want.... I will send every basic thing you will need... Other than this I can't help you more I am sorry " I smiled as I say " thanks uncle that's a lot... I need milk and a bottle for the baby...." beta uncle laugh" baby girl.... I am sure you will be a great sister... and your mom will be proud of you... I will send it as soon as possible....now I have to leave..... take good care of yourself too ok" I nodded as waved my hand to say bye.... beta uncle left....
I don't know where to Keep my baby... since the house is full of dust ... I went outside to ask for help as I said " hello.... I am Ashley.... as you know I came to live here.... " no one says nothing.... they just keep staring at me so I continue " I am sorry.... ummm but .. I need kind of help.... ummm ... as you all can see this house is not clean as I can put my little sis inside so .... ummm.... Can anyone... help me to keep her in any of your homes.... only just until I clean mine..... please.... any one..." as I looked everyone one by one but they didn't utter a single word but left and locked their house.... I guess it says a lot... isn't it....! I sigh and Turn to go inside the house a female voice hit my ears.... " Ash baby..." I turned with a smile on my face and a tear in my eyes... I don't know how to feel...sad or happy.... but the only thing I knew was the other moment I ran into her arms and hugged her .... while crying I said " Aunt..... Aunt look what had happened..... I lost mom.... dad.... I have no one but little sis.... did I do wrong to choose her over dad... do I have to abandon her like my dad did.... tell me aunt... tell me.... I have tried my best to be a good daughter but why does this all happen all of sudden....? I remember yesterday we all were happy and having family time together but today everything changed.... why...? am I not good enough? am I a bad girl?" aunt patted my back and said " Ssshshs baby shshsh.... you are not a bad girl in fact you are a brave and strong girl.... no kid could do such a sacrifice like you did.... i am so proud of you and I am sure your mom will... " I pulled myself from the hug and showed the little sis face.... aunt smiled while wiping her tears... " wow.... I still remember when you were a kid ... she is just looking like you.... " while taking her from my arms aunt said . I smiled at her .... I suddenly remembered a thing so I asked " aunt... did dad tell you to come here?" I was hoping he did.... if he did it means he still cares about me even a bit is also a hope one day he will accept us again and we will return to our previous life with him.... but aunts silence told me that he didn't .... and it breaks my heart again... I smiled bitterly as I said " why did he change so much... he hates little sis enough to abandon his both daughters .... he knew that we have no one but him still.... why did he do this when we needed him the most.... why ?" aunt wiped the tears from my cheeks and said" baby... he lost his Luna...his Mate.... I know it doesn't mean he has the right to abandon his own daughter but it's very painful though... he lost his mind ... I am sure he will realise his mistake soon ... we are sorry Ash... even though how much we want but we can't help you.... your dad is our Alpha... we can't go against him.... if we did... then you know better than anyone what will be the punishment right.... I feel thankful that he let you become a omega.... if not it will be impossible to survive as a rogue "
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