PROMISE of a blue wolf

chapter 5

Ashley's Pov :

Somehow ... Aunt is right.... I nodded " yeah if he wants he can make me a rogue... but he gave me a chance.... so maybe some day he will forgive me..... but Aunt... did I do anything wrong to them" by pointing out neighbours I asked.. Aunt waved her head and said " No baby.... why asked?" " it feels like they all are mad at me... I mean when I tried to talk and asked for help they just ignored me and went home and locked themselves.... Why is that?" Aunt bowed her head and said sadly" Baby it's because Your dad... umm our Alpha Strictly Gave Order not to help you in any way.... he wants you to return him as you know that...." I smiled bitterly " so it means even you can't help me?" Aunt stayed silent for a minute and replied" No baby.... I will help you.... I owe my life to your mom ... she was the one who supported me when I needed it the most.... and now I will help you no matter what..... I am with you Ash...." I smiled and asked" so can you hold the baby until I cleaned my house....?" aunt nodded..." I can clean it for you if you say so" she said...." No it's ok... from now on I have to learn things so I will clean but please teach me how to do it.... " she nodded....

After a while I make the dusty dirty house into a new clean one with the help of Aunt... it's a relief now I can put my baby inside but there isn't any bed or anything like a mattress so that I can keep the baby laying on it.... Aunt also left for her duty after I finished cleaning.... I sat on the floor with my younger sister in my arms... waiting for the beta uncle... he said he will send me milk and some things I will need to start my new life... I am hoping that he makes it sooner because if the little one wakes up ... she needs milk.... she Will be hungry now.... please beta uncle send it soon please....

I was wishing and praying before the beta uncle sends milk to the baby she keeps asleep.... but I forgot this is an unlucky day... baby starts crying... what can I do for her .... I danced ... sang songs... clapped but still she didn't stop crying... I don't know what to do.... I feel so helpless that I started crying with her... what to do I am still a kid through...

I heard a knock on the door so I went to look and I saw some people with different things on their hands.... a smile appeared on my lips...while wiping my tears I show them inside the house. they put it all inside the house and helped me to decorate the way I wanted... he sent a bed , table, two chairs, some food products..., water , milk bottle and milk.... and a card saying " only this much I could help... I am sorry " i feel happy and sad at the same time.... it's ok .... it's a lot for me ... thanks beta uncle... I put my lil sis on bed and washed her milk bottle and filled it with milk and fed her... . suddenly I remembered that we had nothing to wear.... what to do.... I have to go into the pack house secretly and bring things to wear for me and baby... I know mom made a room for the baby and she bought different types of clothes sets and toys for her .

I waited until my aunt came back... I asked her to wait with the baby for me... I will come soon ... I didn't tell her where I was going and why... I just left...

After walking to the pack house... I waited outside.... Missing my memories here with mom and dad...tears roll down through my cheeks... Mom I miss you... if you are alive nothing will be like today.... it's not what we had dreamt of....

I know dad will never let me in... and now I am pretty sure he already had informed the guard uncle not to let me in .... so I went backside of the house ... I know a secret way to enter without informing others... so I enter the house through the secret door... I heard a noise... I knew my dad was leaving.... I heard his voice so I hid myself behind a black big bag... it's the trash area... we all kept our dust bins and wasted things here ... and every day cleaners will clean the area and throw things... i heard dad's car leavings sounds so I was about to stand my eyes catch something in the trash.... wait ... what... it's my books... my uniform... my clothes and everything belong to me are here in the trash... I know dad told me that I am no longer his daughter anymore but throwing my things out breaks my heart again... why dad why... didn't you love me ... i cried... i suddenly remembered the reason I came here so I searched other trash bags to see wether there are baby's belongings and I am right it's there... without wasting another second I wiped my tears and took a black bag and put my uniform books some clothes and accessories I will need and some baby's belongings .... while taking baby's belongings I reminded those days we spent to buy it ....mom choose every thing by her self with best. quality and comfy things.... some time me and dad got annoyed because of her picky choices... not only that dad secretly bought some clothes and toys for baby and I enjoyed being on dad's team... we never argue... we always understand eachother... why this happened to us... what went so wrong... suddenly I remember about my little sis who I have kept with aunt... I know it will put her in trouble... helping us means going against her Alpha... I have to make it as fast as possible .

It's very heavy and hard to carry but still I tried... I couldn't carry through so I dragged it all the way home.

After a long times I finally succeeded.... when I enter Aunt was feeding to baby.... I saw her eyes.... it was bigger as a coconut... I told her that I sneaked into the house and saw me and my sisters belonging in trash so I took some from it... although we will need it so why to let it thrown out... aunt smiled and said I did great...

After Aunt left I ate some bread and drank water with it... I miss my home... my mom... dinner with family... everything... everything changed with a blink of an eye..... It was just yesterday we were playing corrom and enjoying and dad made dinner for us... the delicious food I have ever ate... but today I am all alone... No mom... No Dad... No One but little sister.... From Today I have to grow up and be responsible as the elder of our little family I have to take her responsibility too... I have never even thought one day I will ever live a life like this... in fact I never imagined my life without Mom and Dad... I have always dreamt of a happy family with my baby sister... I love her ... no matter what happens I will take her responsibility.... and will prove that my dad was wrong from the start he made the wrong decision... I believe one day he will regret his decision and want us in his life again and just hope to see the day sooner... i will fight any hardships and will never leave her side ... I will fulfill My Promise... I will show the whole world that I can be the best sister ever.... I will give love and care as much as I can.... I know I can't fulfill her every wish but I will always try my best to give everything she needs...