Flamboyant Jokerxreader

10 Shaking And Bleeding 10

◇◇◇WARNING◇◇◇

☆TRIGGER WARNING AHEAD☆

♡DRUGS AND SUICIDE♡

(You'll get alot of this)

I am not promoting suicide.

Please don't dislike because of the content, I'm not meaning to be mean or anything, I'm warning you because some people are really sensitive..

▪(Y/N) view▪

I woke up and saw the photo of my friends (the ones Joker brought) next to me.

I frowned and rolled over, I'm in a bed?'

I thought, I saw Joker laying next to me with his eyes closed.

He looked peaceful, it was odd seeing him without a crazed look on him.

I gave a sad look and walked to the bathroom, I locked the door and looked through all the draws and cupboards, "nothing" I whispered.

I unlocked and opened the door, Joker still sleeping, I went over to a small table in the corner of the room, I gave a shaky breath and picked up the razor that was next to a pile of cocaine.

I walked over to Joker and sighed, I planted a kiss on his cheek and sketched the words 'Sorry' on the bedside table with the razor.

I opened the bathroom door and locked it again.

I sat on the floor, leaning against the wall, I looked at myself in the wall mirror, a few tears fell from my (E/C) eyes.

I pushed down and ran the razor down both my wrists, shaking and crying I sat on the floor, spot of blood came from the thin cuts. I squeezed some of them, occasionally cutting over one another. Contemplating ending it.