Being Enamored By Him

Hold me

Sometimes distances are there in relationships just to make them twice stronger. Just be strong enough for the sake of your relationship.

Kabir's POV

Finally, I am going to see Naina face to face after almost one month and to be exact it's 21 days. After talking to Vedh and Kia everything was done I was just waiting for their call.

I arrived in Canada a week ago but according to Kiara, it was not the correct time to meet Naina so they both wanted me to wait a little more and the thought of not seeing her for another week almost killed me from inside, I was devastated but knowing Naina's migraine problem I decided to away from her. In the last week that I was here my whole attention was either on my work or on Naina as to how I should make her mine again. But most of all my work kept me engaged which I am grateful for as it was not easy to operate your company which is in India from here.

But just to be with Naina again I am ready to do anything. Also, Bhai is with me, he has been managing everything there and calls when something really important comes up. Right now to be very honest I was feeling way too grateful for having a family like this. Everybody is supporting me in this. I am genuinely blessed to have a family like this.

I just hope everything good happens. In this last one week, I met Kia and Vedh once and to be very honest that meeting went really well. In fact, I and Kia are now like friends! At first, she was angry but now she is very supportive.

"Come inside bro!" Vedh's message brought me back to reality, finally. I took a long deep breath and headed towards the bar hoping everything happens as it is planned by us But just as I was about to enter the club I noticed a slender figure. Her back was towards me but At first, I thought it was Naina. There was something in her that my inside was telling me to follow her and I did. So instead of going inside the bar, I decided to follow her. It seems to me that she is all alone and maybe she needs some help or something.

Maybe if she needs any help I can help her...

"Excuse me!" I almost yelled as she was practically walking fastly...

Listening to my voice she froze, her back was still towards me and I was running towards her but when she turned I froze.

At this moment I seriously don't have any words to explain what I felt. This was not how I expected to meet Naina but at the same time, It was the moment I was waiting for.... after so many days I was seeing Naina but was disappointed me the most was in this last month she has changed a lot. Firstly she has lost some pounds, second her eyes that once twinkled with excitement looked dull like they have no life at all! And lastly, she looked utterly flushed her cheeks have lost that red color that they once had.

What have you done to yourself Naina? I wanted to ask But I was just walking close to her without breaking eye contact with her. She covered herself a little more with her jacket because the weather Is quite cold and at this hour it is definitely chilly outside... in a matter of seconds we both were inches apart. We both were looking at each other like we haven't seen each other from years.... but to be this close with her seems too blissful. I know I sound a little selfish but I don't want to say anything that will change the way Naina was looking at me at that moment with pure love and affection. I could see her eyes become watery but she blinked her eyes a few times just to get rid of this overwhelming situation.

"Kabir" she whispered softly as if not believing that I was seriously there. But instead of saying anything else she closed her eyes and fainted. Before she could hit the ground I caught her in the right moment.

"Naina.... open your eyes... see I am here please just open your eyes" I beseeched but no matter what I said she wasn't listening to anything...

So I did one thing that seemed plausible was I put her in my car and I drove towards the direction of her apartment. On the way, I called vedh and told him about everything that happened but not telling the fact that Naina fainted. I told him Naina was not feeling good so we are going back to get the apartment and he was ready to come home with Kia but I stopped him as they both Kia and Vedh needed time together. Also, I told vedh not to tell all this to Kia as if she will come to know she will be back no matter what.

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After getting her checked up by the doctor I came to know she fainted because of the migraine attack but nothing is serious... he prescribed certain medicines and now he was gone. We both were alone in her apartment just me and her. She was lying unconscious and I was sitting just beside her waiting for her to open her eyes.

I was pulled out of my reverie when I noticed Naina was trying to sit up.

"Hey easy there," I said softly keeping my hand on her shoulders and was too happy to know she didn't flinch this time.

"Water," she said hoarsely but sounded too sexy that for a moment I forgot what she asked for!

"Umm yeah sure.." I said and immediately poured her a glass of water.

After making sure she was alright I stood up and said," Naina it's too late you should get some sleep. If you need anything I am right here". I came close to her and we were inches away from other and caressed her cheek.

I kissed her forehead and said, "Good night".

I was about to go to the couch but Naina's hand on me stopped me from doing that. I looked at her that maybe she realized what she has been doing and she may tell me to go out of her apartment or something like that. But the words that I heard startled me...

"Don't go Kabir... please..." She said and it was more like a whisper but what I felt at that moment I cannot even put it in words. She looked fragile and vulnerable which broke my heart into millions of pieces seeing her like this! It was the happiest moment of my life. All those days when I wanted this to happen and now finally she doesn't want me to leave her, in fact, she wants me to be her.

"I am not going anywhere Naina. I am right here beside you" I said cupping her face. She leaned into my touch and then again what she next asked startled me but again filed me with delight.

"Hold me Kabir," she said and without even thinking I got comfortable in the bed and pulled her closed to me. It felt too good to have her back in my arms. I didn't want this moment to go I just wanted Naina to say whatever she wanted to say and I will do whatever she wants mto e do it's just I don't want her to let go again.....

She snuggled closer to me that her breath was on my neck. I was feeling like my whole world was again in my arms. I was beyond happy but was scared of what was coming next. I know I was being skeptical but I can't help it. Somewhere I was feeling relaxed that maybe Naina has forgiven me and was ready to give us one more chance but I don't know this wasn't how I expected things to go.

I am not complaining but I don't want anything to change in the morning because if it did this time I don't know what I will do, I cannot lose her again. Even the thought of that was disturbing.

I kissed Naina's hair and pulled her a little closer to me. If I had that power within me I would never let this moment go instead I will hold onto this for forever. I just hope and pray that in the morning too Naina doesn't change and we both talk instead of arguing we need to find a way out. We cannot just give up our relationship and move on with our lives but also at the end I just want her to be happy and at peace, to be specific I want her to find her peace and happiness with me. With these thoughts and Naina in my arms, I also drifted to sleep......