Today is the day. Today is the day I'll get to meet his family and everyone will know we are together and we're getting married. I was so anxious, worried, happy, excited... So many different feelings all the same time they were mostly happy, but there was this other feeling, deep in my heart like something bad is about to happen, like danger is arriving a feeling that was so strong it kept me from breathing a feeling as if my heart been stabbed. Why was I having this kind of feeling, it might be exhaustion, indeed I wasn't able to get much sleep last night, the mixture of emotions kept me from finding peace under the sheets. I'm lucky I didn't get those dark circles otherwise I'm doomed. Since I haven't got much sleep I was up in the kitchen by six in the morning making some breakfast

