Maeve I rub my eyes and try to focus on Naya‘s light chatter. We are in the car on our way to campus. My first day… and I should be excited. But all I can feel is pure exhaustion. I’ve had that weird dream every night for the past four days and still can’t make sense of it. Even went as far as to call Theo and ask him about it. He said he had no idea what I was talking about. So I guess my brain just likes to play tricks on me and thinks it is funny to have me running on ‚barely functional’ when I have school and my part in the agreement to focus on. Images of a lake have been mixed into the ones of a dark night, a parking lot, and being in the car with Theo. Manifesting my absolute fear of water. And the fact that I will have to get on boat in a few days and play Nael’s little lady in fr

