ShadowFang

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Mitchelle's POV The carriage stopped and I made myself count to three before I opened the door. One. You are Mitchelle Ashford. You are the heir of the Moonridge Alpha bloodline. Two. You are here because you chose to be here. Not because you were sold. Because you chose to be. Three. Whatever is on the other side of this door cannot be worse than watching your mother die in a sacred grove while you stood in a ritual circle and did nothing. I opened the door and stepped out. The fortress was black stone quarried from the mountain itself, which meant it didn't sit on the landscape so much as grow from it. Its walls were thick enough to be their own territory, with towers that disappeared into the cloud line, iron gates covered in symbols I didn't recognize, that probably meant things I wasn't ready to know. Torches burned along the battlements even in daylight. Warriors lined the entrance in two rows, forty of them at least, and every single one of them was looking at me. I lifted my chin and walked forward. Then the fortress doors opened and Adrian Throne stepped through them and I stopped walking. He was tall. That was the first thing. The way his height registered before anything else, the sheer scale of him filling the entrance. The scars came next, visible even at this distance. One cut across his jaw from ear to chin. Another disappeared into the collar of his shirt and suggested it continued somewhere I couldn't see. His arms, where his sleeves were pushed up, carried the marks of a man who had fought without weapons more times than could be counted. His eyes were grey, not pale, not soft. Deep grey like stone under moving water, and they found me immediately across the courtyard with the reflexive efficiency of a predator in a new space cataloging threats. I held still and looked back. He walked toward me and stopped six feet away. I was very glad I had counted to three in the carriage because without that preparation, I thought my body would have simply walked back into it. He looked me over slowly, head to foot and back again. It was the kind of assessment that cataloged and evaluated and reached a verdict without input from the subject. His expression did not change. And then, slowly, the corner of his mouth curled, not a smile, something colder than a smile. And he turned his head to the woman standing at his right shoulder. "Settle the bride in," he said coldly. He turned and walked back into the fortress. I stood in the courtyard with forty warriors watching me and let the words settle over me like cold water. Settle the bride in. Not: welcome. Not: hello. Not even: you must be Mitchelle. Settle the bride in, as if I were a piece of furniture that had been delivered to the wrong wing. I breathed in through my nose. I breathed out through my mouth. I did not let a single thing reach my face. "He really is worse with people he doesn't know." The woman who had been standing beside Adrian was now beside me, having crossed the courtyard without making a sound. She was small, smaller than I expected, with her brother's grey eyes softened into something that looked genuinely warm. She reached out and took my hands before I had decided whether to offer them, and her grip was real and firm and human in a way nothing else about this place had been so far. "Iris Throne," she said. "His sister. Which makes me yours now too, I suppose." She looked at my face and something in her expression shifted into what appeared to be sympathy. "Come inside. You've been traveling for three days and my brother just welcomed you like a piece of cargo. The least I can do is offer you somewhere warm to sit." "I'm fine," I said. "Of course you are." She tucked my arm through hers. "You're also freezing and exhausted and you're doing that thing where you hold your face completely still so nobody can see what you're actually feeling. Very impressive, by the way. Most brides cry." "I don't cry in front of strangers." I retorted. "Good policy." She steered me toward the entrance. "I think we're going to get along." I let her lead me inside and listened to everything she said and tried to decide if she was genuinely kind or just performing kindness. In the end, I could not yet tell the difference. I stored that observation somewhere useful and kept listening. * * * My chambers were beautiful. That surprised me. I had built a mental image during three days of travel, small, deliberately uncomfortable, designed to remind me of my position. But what I found was high windows overlooking the mountain, deep blue hangings on the black stone walls, a fireplace large enough to heat the room properly, a writing desk set near the window where the light came in clean and direct. Iris showed me everything. Which corridors were safe and which to avoid at certain hours. Which pack members were worth knowing and which were best navigated around. Which meals Adrian attended and which he skipped. She delivered all of it with the warm efficiency of someone who had been preparing this conversation, and I listened and nodded and filed every piece into two categories: useful now, and useful later. After she left I sat on the edge of the bed and made myself think clearly. No title. No authority. A husband who had looked through me like a window and told his sister to put me somewhere. A pack that knew I had no wolf. That information would travel fast in a place like this, whispered from warrior to servant to elder until everyone had it. Without a wolf I had no status. Without status I had no authority. Without authority I could not commission investigations or command resources or do anything except exist quietly in this blue-hung chamber and wait for someone else to solve my mother's murder. That was not acceptable. I needed to become Luna in fact, not just in name on a marriage contract. I needed this pack to see me as their Alpha's mate and their future. I needed Adrian Throne to stop treating me like a delivery. I opened my mother's journal to the Golden Crest page and read it twice. Then I closed it, picked up the candle from the bedside table, and sat at the writing desk to plan. I was still working through the shape of it when the crash came. Somewhere deep in the fortress, not close, but not far enough. An impact so large it resonated through the stone under my feet. And then the roar. I had heard wolves before. I had grown up surrounded by them. I thought I knew what that sound was. But this was something different. This was a wolf fighting the inside of its own body, trapped, anguished, furious, and so saturated with pain that it didn't sound like an animal at all. It sounded like grief that had been held too long and had finally found a way out. Something hit my ribs from the inside, as hard as a fist. My wolf, the absent, silent, never-there wolf who had not come for rituals or potions or prayers or even her dying mother's name surged against my sternum with a force that knocked the breath out of me. In the corridor I heard warriors moving fast and speaking in low urgent voices: he's losing control again, get the eastern guards clear, someone get Gizel— The voices faded. The roar died to silence. I sat at the writing desk with my hand pressed flat against my chest and my wolf pressing back against my palm from the inside and I stared at the wall and thought: what are you recognizing? She didn't answer. But she didn't go back to sleep. For the first time in eighteen years she was awake, and she was awake because of him. I didn't know what to do with that. I wrote it down in the margin of my mother's journal anyway, because writing things down was how I kept them from becoming overwhelming. Something here recognizes something there. Then I blew out the candle and lay in the dark and listened to the fortress settle back into silence, and didn't sleep for a very long time.
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