As promised, I am allowed to spend the day with my baby. His personality has changed, he is more independent, more open. I still feel his sense of loneliness, or not being whole from being separated from Lance, but he seems to find his own way of coping. I am taken back to how he has adjusted to the home here, him an Symmy has this strange bond that at times I think he forgets that I am here. Before, the twins were attached to me, and could not make a move without me. Has Marcus caused a necessary growth, and do I like it.
I am starting to feel the time difference here as well, it feels like it does not move. The day has been so drawn out, that I get tired from thinking of everything that we have done today; from exploring the garden, picking the flowers, and every thing I could think of
