Somewhere to go

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The phone rang four times before anyone picked up. "Hello?" A woman's voice, careful, like she was expecting a telemarketer and had already decided to hang up if it was. "Aunt Maria?" My own voice came out smaller than I meant it to. "It's Violet. Violet Westridge. Your sister's daughter." There was a long pause on the other end, long enough that I checked my screen to make sure the call hadn't dropped. "I know who you are," she finally said. Her accent was different from what I remembered, softer around the edges, years of living somewhere else smoothing out whatever had once sounded like my mother's voice. "It's been a long time." "I know. I'm sorry to call out of nowhere like this." "Is everyone alright?" I almost laughed at that. Alright felt like a word from a different life at this point. "My mother passed away a few months ago." Another silence, this one heavier. "I heard," she said quietly. "I didn't come to the funeral. I imagine you've already judged me for that." I had, actually, more than once, in the weeks since the funeral I'd wondered why her own sister hadn't shown up, why the woman who was supposed to be family had let my mother go into the ground without her there. But sitting in my car with nowhere else to turn, I didn't have the energy left to hold onto that anger the way I had before. "I'm not calling about the funeral," I said. "I need somewhere to go. My father cut me off. I'm pregnant, and there's nobody left here who wants anything to do with me." I don't know what I expected. Rejection, maybe. Some version of the same coldness I'd gotten from everyone else in my life over the past few months. Instead there was a long breath on the other end of the line, and when she spoke again her voice had changed, softer, steadier, like something in her had made a decision. "Come," she said simply. "I have room. We'll figure out the rest when you get here." I cried the whole flight over, which probably wasn't great for the baby, or babies, though I didn't know it was twins yet at that point. I just knew I was terrified, exhausted, and flying toward a woman I hadn't seen since I was a child, based on nothing but a phone call and a gut feeling that I'd officially run out of other options. Maria met me at the airport herself. She looked older than the pictures I remembered, silver threading through dark hair, sharp eyes that studied me with an intensity that made me want to check if I had something on my face. For a moment neither of us said anything, just stood there sizing each other up across ten feet of arrivals gate chaos. "You look like her," Maria finally said. "Around the eyes." "People used to say that." She nodded once, like that settled something, and picked up one of my bags without asking, already walking toward the exit like the conversation was over before it really started. Her house was smaller than I expected, tucked into a quiet street lined with trees, nothing like the sprawling estate I'd grown up in. It felt lived in, warm in a way my father's house never had, and something in my chest loosened slightly just walking through the front door. "You can stay in the room at the end of the hall," Maria said, setting my bag down. "We'll get you settled tomorrow. Tonight you should rest." I should have just said thank you and gone to bed. Instead, exhausted and raw and apparently unable to control myself anymore, I asked the question that had been sitting in my chest for weeks. "Why didn't you come? To the funeral, I mean. She was your sister." Maria's face did something complicated, a flicker of pain quickly shut down and put away, the same way I imagined I looked whenever someone mentioned my father. "That's a long story," she said. "One I'm not ready to tell tonight." "She never talked about you," I said. "Growing up. Whenever I asked, she'd just go quiet." "I imagine she would." Maria's voice had gone tight, controlled in a way that told me there was a lot more underneath it than she was willing to show a niece she'd just met. "Your mother and I had a falling out a long time ago, before you were born. It's complicated, and it involves things that aren't just mine to explain." "Does it have something to do with my father?" Something flickered across her face again, quick and sharp, gone before I could fully read it. "Get some sleep, Violet. We can talk about the past another time. Right now you need to think about what comes next, not what happened before you were even born." I wanted to push harder. Every instinct in me wanted to demand answers right there in her hallway, exhausted and pregnant and out of patience for people keeping secrets from me. But something about the way she said it, tired and closed off but not unkind, made me let it go. For now. I lay awake that night in an unfamiliar bed in an unfamiliar country, one hand resting on my stomach, thinking about all the secrets apparently tangled up in my family. My father's coldness. My mother's silence about her own sister. Whatever falling out had happened decades ago that still made Maria's voice tighten every time it came up. I didn't know yet that the answer was sitting right there in my own last name, in the very fortune my father had built his entire empire on. I didn't know yet that my mother had done something so drastic, so final, that it had cost her a family she never spoke of again. All I knew that night was that for the first time in months, I was somewhere that felt safe enough to close my eyes. In the morning, Maria was already in the kitchen when I woke up, two cups of tea on the table like she'd been expecting me. "I've been thinking," she said, without any greeting at all. "You're going to need money, and a plan, and probably a lawyer eventually. I have contacts here. We can build you something of your own, something nobody can take away from you the way your father took everything else." I didn't understand yet how much that offer would end up meaning for both of us. I just knew, sitting there with tea going cold in my hands, that for the first time since that morning I ran from Lawrence Blackwell's hotel room, someone was finally choosing to fight for me instead of against me.
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