Brothers to love me

Chapter:10 Fight

“Have you heard why she got transferred to our school?” “Yeah, I heard she just got out of juvie for assault” “No way I heard it was drugs and prostitution” these are just a few of the things I overheard being said about me at school. I chose to ignore them most of the time, sometimes I laughed at how ridiculous they sound but today is not one of those days. I was too unwell for school Friday but came back Monday. I'm still having a bad time of the month but it's calmed down enough now. I have been busy studying in the library the last 2 lunches so much that I skipped seeing the gang at the smoking area. not that I would be good company at the moment anyway all I can think about is my mum and how much I miss her. This morning when I was at my locker, I overheard a song from the music room that reminded me of her and my whole reality kicked in all over again like the first day she died. I froze until the song was over, tears rolling down my cheeks “oh my god Trixie are you ok?” Ellie and Ella asked. I was quick to wipe my tears away and run before the class bell rang leaving them behind. “Hey Trixie, I have been looking everywhere for you” I look up from my book to see a pair of piercing green eyes staring from the seat next to me “oh hey Jarred, here I am” “I can see that. I haven’t seen you at the shed for a while. Did I do something wrong?” great All I need is a potential boyfriend problem to add to my stress list. “No I’ve just been busy catching up with classes after being unwell last week” “well i'm glad to see your back but the twins said you looked upset this morning are you ok?” “Yeah, im fine don’t worry” “look if someone is bothering you, I will take care of them… all I need is a name” well that sounded like a bad boy comment if ever there was one. “Thanks but I can fight my own battles Jarred” a smirk grew across his face as he leaned in closer to me “I know you can I would like to help is all” “that’s not the kind of help I need from you Jarred” “oh so you do want my help with something?” I look at him from head to toe screaming this is a bad idea but what the hell! “Well that depends if you can make me forget the world around me for a little while” his smile grows wide, and I think his eyes could pop out his head like one of those old-fashioned cartoon characters “hell yeah I can!” “Really? I wasn’t Sure you would go for that” “why not? I am totally into you Trixie. I was just getting mixed signals from you so I didn’t make a move” I should probably tell him I don't want a boyfriend or s*x and im just using him to make myself feel better, but I just want to feel something other than sad and angry. “I like you Jarred but im not ready for actual s*x right now” he has the facts the balls in his court. He stands up extending his hand for me to take which I do, leaning into me he whispers “we can do other things to make the world disappear around us” im lead to the top floor of the library in the far back corner and into what looks like a storage cupboard. As soon as we enter, he leans in for a kiss touching the side of my face with one hand and the other on my hip its dark in so im feeling around him, his lips on mine quick like he’s in a hurry not that I mind the quicker I can forget everything else. There is no denying he’s into me I can feel his excitement pressing against me as things get more heated making out. This is exiting the thrill of being somewhere I shouldn’t be with someone I shouldn’t be with but soon enough the class bell rings, and we catch our breath “f**k Trixie you are even more of an amazing kisser than I imaged, meet me here again?” I agree to it and over the next week we make out every chance we get so we have been late to classes and even missed some altogether. That is until I got court giving him a hand job by the librarian in the cupboard, we got sent to the perverted principal's office, gave us an after-school detention, so we had to change our secret make out place to the shed. I managed to convince Jake I had to stay late for a project instead of the truth which would have come with a lecture, explanation and probably punishment of some kind. Not that I would have minded another spanking. The rumours and sly comments about me have only gotten worse so im glad of Jarred distractions. today was no exception. I make my way out to the shed early trying to get some privacy with him before the rest of the gang join us there for lunch. “Hey sexy” I waste no time with pleasantries going straight for his lips pushing him backwards into the shed making quick work unzipping his pants to finish off what was interrupted yesterday. He doesn’t protest at all, he kisses, bites and sucks on my lips, neck and collarbone while the rhythm of my hand on his c**k drives him crazy to the point of release shooting thick streams of come all over my hand dripping to the wooden floor. He is about to return the favour when we hear footsteps and voices coming near so we clean up and hang out with the gang until the bell rings. I have P.E next i hate it so much. “she’s such a w***e I hope she gets a decent price” im changing into my sports kit when a group of particularly bitchy teens drop their bags and start changing behind me. I hold it together not reacting but it’s hard. Taking a deep breath I calm down only seconds later “yeah no wonder mummy and daddy didn’t want her” and snap! “What the f**k did you just say about me?” I turned swiftly, stepping up to the girl my face mere millimetres from hers. My peripheral vision caught sight of a few of her friends standing beside her backing her up. “You heard me slut! No one wants you, look at the state of you, you offend my eyes, go back to where you came from w***e!” slap! i struck her cheek with no hesitation or remorse only to be attacked by her pack of minions, slapping punching, pushing and shoving we were a minute or so in when I could taste my own blood in my mouth, there was a crowd gathered for the show so I gave them a show… punching kicking and even headbutting all four of the girls to the floor until they gave up. laying there crying by my feet. “Miss fell!” oh s**t that’s the gym teacher “put something on and get to the principal’s office immediately”.