Casey's POV
I was confused, I can't help but wonder how I had landed on the bed, without me knowing, I tried as much to calm down, tears burned my eyes, I no longer want to do this, I'm not ready. but then when I recalled my mother, I know that time was not on my side. so without warning, I looked Into his eyes and cupped his cheeks with his hands, then I managed to look into his eyes, he was staring at me, his eyes searched mine and it made me feel so uncomfortable, without a word, I kissed his lips, his lips felt so warm against mine, I can't help feel slightly insecure, my heartbeat increased and tears burned my eyes, I needed time to gather myself, I have tried as much to calm myself down, I know I shouldn't be reacting much to his touch, but I can't help myself, and I needed time to
