Kelly's POV I cuddled in my warm blanket, unable to bring myself to stand up, I attempted standing up, but I couldn't, my hands were trembling as bids of sweat dripped down my forehead, I had that uncanny feeling that things won't be good for me like the way I had wished to, that feeling that something might go wrong, I can't predict, what it was, but I'm having that insecurity that something wrong was going to happen. I kept trying to adjust my position on the bed, trying to forget about both Jordan and Kerri, but I can't just forget about them, no matter how hard I tried to and at this moment, I'm so f*****g frustrated, I don't know what to do or how to go about the situation, I can't help feel even more insecure as time goes by, tears ran down to my cheeks, making me feel that huge lu

