Alec's POV my heart throbbed, and I could feel the heat in the room, I grabbed the sheets, throwing them to the floor, I desperately need some air, my lungs felt starved, it was like I was in a nightmare, I can't wake up from. it was more like I was drowning, I tried so hard to open my eyes, but yet I couldn't, it was almost impossible for me. " my lord..." "My lord, please wake up" a very unfamiliar voice urge me, I really want to wake up, but it felt almost impossible to do so, but I still managed to open my eyes. I was gasping for air, only to be met by the harsh reality, that I am still alive, there are many times when I wish I could just die, due to the pain I have been auctioned to for years. years full of nothing but pain and misery, years of torture, years full of unpredictabl

