Ella's POV
I rested my head on his shoulders, he held me so close to him. That was what I had planned for. I planned for all of it.
Patrick might have never done what he is doing now if I had not tried to die, yes, I did take something but I know that what I took would only knock me off for hours, it was a small portion that I had taken.
When I went to my Pack, I took that from the medicine woman. I told her what I wanted to do and why I wanted to do it. She was the one that gave it to me and also gave me the instructions to follow if I wanted it to be effective.
A large amount of it could kill, she gave me little of it and then mixed it with something else so I would not die, I would only get knocked out for hours.
When I woke up, I sensed that they thought I was dying so they brough
