Taming The Spy Alpha (18+)

Chapter 38—His Chuckle

(Snow's POV)

I'm making a lot of preparations to impress Sebastian; he needs to see what I can do and what I'm capable of.

"Snow, baby, I'm already hungry; is the breakfast prepared yet?"He said this as he was buttoning up his sleeves.He never needs to make many changes to himself because he already knows how to make himself look attractive with anything he does. He always amazes me with how he is able to make me feel like this. He looks handsome and gentlemanly as always.

I stated, "You will definitely rock the day, hon. You look really good in the sleeve."

He knows how to make me feel like this as always, and I need to make a lot of sense together with how I can compliment him, it's better to do that so that he could feel my love towards him, that's the only thing that I can offer to him and I am sure that I will make him feel special right now, nevertheless, that's the most important thing that matters to me right now and I don't even care about anything else.

The morning was filled with the abundant love we share and made me feel like he will always have time to listen to my rants whenever.I know that he always appreciates and appreciates receiving compliments.

He said with a chuckle, "Of course, I need to dress up because there will be a meeting today, and I need to look more like a real gentleman."

"Because you are aware of your fashion style, you never fail to make yourself appear like a gentleman on any given day.I added, "And I adore you because of how passionate you are with yourself; it was getting better and more of a good progress as well." You need to keep making yourself feel that way, and I want you to feel that way, I said. It was getting better and more of a good progress as well.

He usually gives me compliments as well; it takes a lot of courage for me to say what I want to say because sometimes I think I'm shy around him, especially after what happened last night between the two of us.I wanted to feel loved in my own way, but it takes courage to do this as well. It was still stock in my mind and I can't take it off.I wanted to keep doing what I could for him because he needs all the attention, and I'm ready to give it to him at any time.

"Well, all I can say is that I am fortunate to have a girl in my life who is willing to serve me right now.The girl who will always make me feel something out of the ordinary, magical, and makes me long for a woman.He exclaimed, swaying his hands, "It's always present into this girl named Snow," trying to explain his statements to me as he looked into my eyes. His words overwhelmed me.

Sebastian is such a good man, and I regret that I sometimes doubted him. He surely loved me as much as I loved him, but misunderstandings and trust issues sometimes force me out.

There were trust issues because I knew that when I first met him, he hadn't fully recovered from being around Hillary. Her presence affected him for months, and it took me months to comfort and pursue him. I wasn't even telling him that I liked him; I was just showing him that I cared a lot about him.It doesn't really matter what happens to me as long as I can express myself in a positive way; doing so is better.

I wanted to tell him that he is special, despite how much I wanted to tell him that sometimes, I was depressed all of a sudden, and it got more tense when he came closer to me and was about to tell me something that he wanted to tell me about. It was really a good thing that he was responsible with all of the things that he did just for the sake of me, and it was really a good thing that he was going to tell me about something that he wanted.

It was very pleasing to see him happy and content with his activities, and every time I saw him, I wanted to advance in life more.

"Sebastian, what is the purpose of the meeting in the future?Can I join you later or will you go first?I inquired because he seemed to be in a hurry and I was curious.

"Of course, yes, but I suppose I might go first baby because it was a crucial meeting that we will have."

"I'll tell you later this day, I'm still not sure what will happen," he said.

I grinned, and then I went up to pick up a bowl that was both expensive and pleasing to the eye. It was a very nice bowl, so I knew I had to buy it.I will literally have more of these in the future, so it was worth purchasing.

I discovered that I enjoy collecting expensive items—especially gold and silver—because they look expensive and will probably be my hobby when I get married.I wanted to fill this house with things I like, and Sebastian, who knows this better than I do, naturally wanted to do the same.

I put the chopsoy and salad in the bowl in the right order.Not because it was hot or anything, but because he was looking at me. It's like nothing happened between us the night before, and it makes me feel a little bit awkward.

Even though I am already aware that he does that on a regular basis, I just wanted to disappear because I could tell that he was actually looking at me.It wasn't new for them to love me from a distance, but it makes me feel like we're still in a courtship. My mind is just corrupted sometimes, which is enough to drive me crazy.

I yelled, "Stop staring Sebastian," and laughed.

"Why not a child?"You will literally become a good wife, you look adorable when you are taking care of me," he stated.

"Oh, please, of course I am; you know, I don't want to be a bad wife."

"It's true that I can handle you however I want, even though I am occasionally a little clumsy," I stated.

He said, leaning against the table and staring at me with puffy eyes as he waited for the dish to be brought to the table, "Yeah, I agree with that."

He was always patient, and he will always wait for me, even if it takes some time and he is impatient.

I placed the food I had prepared for him on the table, and I could feel that he was still looking at me. I know I have to get over this and keep up with what I'm feeling right now.I wanted to have the best time possible for both myself and him, so it needs to be finished right away.

I said, "Baby, here's the food you're waiting for."

He looked at it with sparkling eyes; I bet he was already hungry; I can see it in his eyes right away, and I am confident that he will enjoy it.Even though I gave it my best effort, I'm still nervous that he won't like the taste.

"This looks really good, babe; I hope you continue to pursue your passion for cooking."I could really see the potential you have for yourself and how much you enjoy cooking. I won't change you because you already excel at the simplest tasks you perform for me.I could see the best qualities in you, and you never let me down. You always tell me what I could do in life, and you want to be the best for the benefit of both of us."

"You know what, Sebastian? I'm not really the kind of woman who has a lot of people in the world who like me.My hobbies were all about doing things, but I usually have to keep up with them. The best things I've ever done were the everyday things.I wanted you because of you, and I'm doing everything in my power to change that. You are the one.I said, "I don't want to be seen as a spoiled woman in front of my man."

He smiled in awe as he looked at me and said, "Come here, little one," as he was about to hold the spoon and fork.

When he said that, I was out of my mind. It made me blush, and I don't even know why; I just like the fact that he treats me like a child.

"Sebastian, why?"While walking right next to him, I inquired.

He kissed me on the forehead and whispered as he watched over me from where I was already standing and looked into my eyes.

He stated, "You are always doing your best, just know that I am very proud of you, I will never regret the fact that I am your man, it was one of the best things that I did in life, it was the things that I don't want to waste because I know that you are capable of every aspect in life and that is you, you know that you have always been here for me." "You are always doing your best, just know that I am very proud of you," he said. "I will never regret.

I laughed out loud as I gave him a smile.

I said, "You are such a sweet baby."

"Of course I am; I am already experiencing my future wife's service and love!"

I laughed as I said, "Just eat already," because he is currently in a humorous mood.

He stated, "I will."

While I was also getting ready to eat, I went my own way. I took the plate and then helped myself to something to put in my own plate.

While I was doing that, he looked at me, and there was silence. I couldn't even say anything, even though I wanted to talk to him about some topics I wanted to talk about with him."Snow, are you eating well?"I was asked.

"Yes, Sebastian, I'm hungry too.I stated, "You ought to go first, and I might as well prepare later for work."

"Okay, baby."

I looked at him as he ate the meal I prepared for him. I think he likes it, but I'm still overthinking it because he isn't praising me for it. I don't want him to feel bad about what he's eating, so if he doesn't like it, he should just tell me right away.

"Do you know what I cooked and served you, baby?"I pressed.

He replied, "Yes, it's delicious, and I like what you are making."

He doesn't seem to like it, but I don't want to make him stop eating because I'm still not sure.

I simply nodded and proceeded to eat with him.

I also served it to myself, and after that, I ate it. Like he was saying, it was delicious, but it was too salty, which he probably disliked the most.I need to keep up with this because so long as he eats it, it doesn't affect anything else.

I just kept munching, and it didn't bother me anymore. I need to be brave enough to do what I'm doing right now, and I need to keep improving my cooking skills.

Although I believe I can do it better with practice, it was not my best cooking, and I didn't want to disappoint him.He will be my primary customer throughout my life who will taste my food.

After that, I kept my mouth shut and didn't say anything else because I didn't want to bring up another subject that would make him feel bad because I know I'm lacking in many areas.

It will always be best for me to keep up with what he does for the sake of him; he needs to be the person he needs to be. Sebastian is very talented and has a lot of ability that no one else can ever have. He also knows how to handle himself well.

As he said that, I chuckled because I sensed that he had always been in a state of gratitude and wanted to compliment him.

He stated, "Snow, I simply want you to know that I will never cause you pain."

I responded, "Of course, I know that you won't."

I wanted to know if he was full before he finished his breakfast so I could pack his snacks.

"Sebastian, are you finished, right?I believe you will need more time for your own meeting; would you mind if I brought your snacks ahead of time?It will undoubtedly take time, so you better have one if you think you will need it a lot.I stated, "You must have one in store in your bag."

I was concerned because it appeared to be a lengthy meeting with the corporate companies that he would be managing sooner.I am so proud of him for being able to expand his own business at this time.In such a young age, he was having the moment of truth about what he is doing about his own life. He is already successful, and everyone is looking up to his achievements.Because he is a busy man and I am a compassionate woman, I will not prevent him from doing what he enjoys in life.

He replied, "Yeah, I will simply take the bag at the top of my shelves."

I replied, "Yes, you can proceed with it."

I didn't want to make a big deal about the things I do for him and for myself, so I took the snack package that I had already set up in a plastic container inside the fridge. I always do that when snacks start to run out, so I restocked it before they all disappeared.

He came down the stairs while I was eating my breakfast and waited for me with his bag.Being a wife of this man will always be one of my greatest dreams, and he has such a regal appearance that I am proud to see him in that state.

I wanted to serve him as best I could, and it's enough to make me happy to see him every day like this.

"Baby, it will take time; I believe the meeting will take a lot of time because I need to talk about important things with other businessmen.Would you please call me later in the afternoon today?"He stated

I responded, "Yes, I'll be in my office, Sebastian; just check me in there and let's take our lunch together. I wanted to have lunch together with you, you know that right? "

" Of course I know that Snow, that's the bond that the both of us can do every now and then and I know that you like it the most despite the busy days that we are having for our company. It is not really easy at all, but we have to strive harder for the better, and it is always been a good thing that we are having a lot of positivity in us, that's important and that's what we should always mind of. "

"Create that."

He was about to leave, but he forgot something important that I desperately wanted to experience. As he always does when he's busy, he forgot he had me as his fiancé because he was so focused on work.He always acted like a professional, which is why nothing else has ever happened to us before because he has always been focused on his job.

I yelled, "Sebastian, wait a minute, you forgot your snacks," and although he was already close to the door, he stopped and paused for a moment before looking back at me, attempting to understand what I was saying right in front of him.

I grabbed his snacks and ran toward him so I could give them to him.

He continued, "Thank you Snow, such a caring woman."

"My pleasure, little one, " he said,I feel like I am a teenage woman having red cheeks at that moment when he said that, I just feel flattered by what he is saying to me, I fell like I am much more happier than I should be.

Before he left, he gave me a final kiss to the forehead and smiled at me.

"Let's meet later, take care on your way to the company, and always drink water to avoid dehydration, okay?"He brought it to my attention.

I replied, "Of course, I will do that Sebastian; you know that I will never allow something to happen in my life without assurance."

He laughed and said, "Of course, you are always making such mind-blowing decisions, Snow."

He contacted the door handle and he headed his own self to the parking area, then, at that point, drove inside to his vehicle, and left.I never imagined that I would be able to have this moment, aside from what I am having in my life; I wanted to take all of the efforts that I will be putting in just to see him happy. As I watched him leave, I felt so happy because he appeared to be very content with his life.

"Why do you have to make me miss you so much, Sebastian? You are such a silly man.I feel so surprised, it seems like yesterday was just something else to you," I murmured as I returned to the table to finish eating. I know that there is something that I still need to do for the sake of him, I always thought that I am a failure or something but I knew that I am not. I am always trying my best not to be one, I hate defining failure upon myself and I am scared of it.