I sat in the garden with a glass of orange juice in my hands. The cool evening breeze soothing my body and making my hair scatter all around my face.
For the first time in eight years I felt more relaxed and calm.
I feel like my heart was at ease again but i had it at the back of my mind that I still have an enemy to bring down and a reputation and power I have to up hold.
The past weeks with Javier has been blissful making me question what I really feel about him.
It's concluded that I don't hate him but I don't love him either, so what are my feelings for him? I thought
Whatever it is all i know is i do not want what we share to end.
If the feelings we share is admiration and l**t, I'd prefer to have it that way than to have unnecessary hate, anger and tension strive between us.
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