My shoulders trembled at the sob that I tried to hide afraid of being heard by anyone. You're so dumb Ava. You're so dumb. I lay on my bed bawling my eyes out from crying until I fell asleep. I woke up late and never fell asleep again.
The morning came and even a few minutes of blinking I didn’t even make it. For a few hours I still wondered if I was just dreaming yesterday, just to realize it was all true. Why would you assume that he would choose you over Ate Celest Ava?
I was still wearing the uniform I was wearing yesterday, so even though I felt heavy, I decided to just take a shower and go down to have breakfast. There is no need for attendance now because only clearance is done, so I might just go to the coffee shop this afternoon. No one was awake except a few housemates.
