"And what did you say to him?" His eyes were sharp. "I'm not ready for that yet. " "Uh-huh?" I swallowed at the coldness of his voice. "A-and friendship is all I can give him." He folded his hands and brought them to his mouth as if kissing it. I always see him in this order whenever he seriously focuses on something. "Is that all? And what did he say after that?" "It's okay and he'll wait." I averted my eyes from him because my heart was beating faster again with his sharp stare at me. I don't want to apologize even though I don't know what my sin is. His laughter exploded throughout the room so my whole being stopped and I looked at him in astonishment. Only now have I seen him like this, it only lasted a few seconds and the last moments

