Eleanor, do not such be a coward... Do not succumb to fear. Everybody thinks that you are always filled with so much humiliation whenever they see you in a situation whereupon you reveal how weak and how coward you are. "Calm yourself, Eleanor." Vlad said in a low tone beside me. You should say that to yourself because you could not control your own emotions especially your anger and disgust towards your own sister. I was yearning to say it aloud and yet in the end, I was always the loser who could not bear to defend herself from the painful humiliations. "Turner, you're up." The hostess continued the program as she coughs from the heavy tension infiltrated along with the air. A man from our class stood up and walk towards the middle of the field. He was still laughing from the humi

