Karma's A b***h

MY PAST!!!

Growing up I was always bullied because of being a 'abomination' or whatever you want to call me. Being from multiple 'things' it was hard to control the voices in my head. At times it sucked but at others it was helpful. Being the only daughter of the Beta didn't really help it only made things worse for me. 

Having my parents always look at me with disappointment and hatred in their eyes always hurt me a bit each time. I mean they tried hiding it in front of other packs and Alpha's but there was no point it was clear how much they hated me and how disappointed they were for not getting two 'regular' werewolf children. More specifically two sets of boys. I once tried to prove that I could do what a boy could do but it was of no use. Then one night my Mother came home and was beyond pissed over something that happened with a rogue attack. I was only a small child at the time so I was very clumsy. My clumsiness led me to getting beaten black and blue.

That was the first time anyone has ever hit me so I just chalked it up to a one time thing. Then the next night the same thing happened the next and the next. The only reason she ever gave for hitting was because apparently I was a shame to the family. I admit it hurt more than anything but I got fed up and decided to tell my brother who then ended up slapping me and yelling saying how I cant say anything to anyone. 

Being scared I had to follow 'orders' or else the consequences would be harsher. The beatings kept coming every night to the point that they would just go on and on til I passed out sometimes they'd keep going even after I passed out. By the time I started my junior year it was at the point where I always wore baggy clothing and had my hair fanning my face to hide my scars and bruises made from my Mother, brother and or his friends. 

Then one night, a night I'll never forget, a night that started the string bad luck, I was walking home late due to helping with the school staff and my brothers friends were waiting outside the school. Apparently they had to pick me up because my brother had a date or whatever. Me being the frightened person I was, I kept my head down and tried walking past them. Key word TRIED. One of them, Lucas aka the Alpha's son and soon to be Alpha, walked up from behind and whispered in my ear "Where do you think you're going kitten?" My voice trembled as I responded quietly, "On my way home?" I flinched as he laughed as if it was the funniest joke ever. I tried getting out of his hold which led to his grip getting tighter around my waist. I whimpered, the rest were either quiet or whimpering as well. I tried my hardest not to let tears fall, but as always, luck wasn't on my side, they came pouring and I started begging for him to let me go. 

With my blurred vision I could've sworn I seen Lucas' face soften then go back to his usual evil smirk. Carrying me to the car filled with at least 2 others, I kept begging him to let me go which only fell to deaf ears. Knowing what happens in Lucas' car I tried running when I got the chance only to lead me getting a slap across my face. I whimpered and stopped moving bracing myself for the inevitable. As I got in I seen 2 guys looking at me with hungry eyes. I turned and looked at Lucas' who had a blank expression. I got put between guy number one and guy number two while Lucas drove to Goddess knows where. While driving the two guys put their hands on my thighs, I wanted to smack their hands away but I was afraid. Guy number two started to feel me up til his hands were around my shoulders where they stayed. Meanwhile guy number one felt me up till he was basically touching my private area.

After what felt like a lifetime we reached my house. Knowing my parents were away on a business trip and my brother gone I made a run for it. I looked back only to find Lucas and his friends following me. Lucas walked ahead while the two guys grabbed me and pulled me two my room. I squirmed around their hold trying to break free only to fail. Reaching my room the guys threw me on my bed. Lucas hovered over me in nothing but his boxers, while the two guys started undressing. "See what you do to me princess?" he asked as he led my hand to his bulge. I opened my mouth to scream but no sound came out. "Ah ah ah. No screaming unless you want to face the consequences." I shut my mouth but I couldn't stop the tears and whimpers which only seemed to fuel the guys desire. Lucas ripped my clothes off leaving me bare naked for all of them to see. I tried covering up but that led to another slap to the face, this one causing my lip to bleed. I cried out as I felt Lucas' finger in my virgin p***y. "You like that don't you princess" when I didn't respond he entered a second finger, causing me to scream for help. "What did I say princess? No screaming." I soon regretted that as I felt him thrust in. "God your tight! Tell me sweetheart, were you a virgin?" I nod. His face softens as he whispers an apology.

 After a few minutes I'm being lifted and I feel someone enter a finger in ass. I turn to see guy number two thrusting his finger in and out. Soon he's adding another and another til he's satisfied. I thought he was done. Boy was I wrong because soon he was thrusting in and out of my ass, smacking it every now and then. I cry out as I feel pain coming from each thrust from my ass and p***y. I look to guy number one for help only to find him jerking off at the sight. He see's me looking and smirks wickedly as he walks to me. Forcing my mouth open he shoves his c**k in while gripping my hair forcing me to deep throat him. Tears pour down my face as I realize my situation. Both my eyes would've been blue from the pain and the realization that I'm being r***d by my soon to be Alpha and his friends. The boys grunt as they release on my stomach, back, and face. They continue, this time separate. They only finish when Im about to blackout from the pain. They throw me to the floor like a ragdoll. I lay and curl up as the feeling of being violated washes over me as well as the sight of my bruises and blood everywhere."Tell a soul and we'll f**k you so hard you'll be feeling us for the next few days. Got it?" when I don't respond my heads pulled up by my hair only to see guy number two looking into my eyes whilst yelling a "GOT IT!?!" I nod hoping they'll leave. When I hear footsteps fading I look up hoping they'd be gone only to see Lucas standing there. I quickly duck my head and tried to stand, leading me to falling back down. Suddenly arms are around me. I scream at Lucas to let me go while hitting his chest. He ignores me and carries me to the tub, then proceeds to wash me still ignoring my screams telling him to get away. 

The next day was Lucas' 17th birthday, which is the day that he finds out who his mate is. As I'm walking to my first period I hear "MATE!" and I'm suddenly thrown against the lockers. I yelp as I look up into Lucas' eyes. I immediately look down and ask, barely above a whisper, if he would let me go. He ignored my question but kept staring at me with a look I couldn't comprehend, just as suddenly I felt lips on mine. I'm shocked. Just shocked. Then try pushing him away but his grip on me only tightened. The events of last night came to me as I felt his hands on my body feeling me up. Then I'm dropped to the ground. A wave of relief washes over me as I feel his hands off me. I look up only to see hurt and regret wash over his face. I immediately understood that I'm his mate. Coming to this realization I cry and stand up. As I look at him I know what I need to do. Even though this might hurt me in the future I say the words that need to be said. "I Karma Cain Legion Lucifer Judas Baphomet Loki Achilles reject you Lucas Anthony of the Deneb Pack as my mate and Alpha." He crumbles to the ground as hurt and pain crosses his face. "Why?" he asks as tears fill his eyes. I'm taken aback as to why he would ask me this. "Why? Why!?! Maybe because of what you and your friends did to me! Maybe because of the abuse from you!-" he cuts me off by saying, "I know what I did was wrong but I'm sorry. Okay? I'm sorry. Just give me a chance to make this up to you. PLEASE." "I don't think I can. Not now. Maybe not ever. " with that I walk away.

It hurt me, rejecting my mate. I would have accepted him had last night not happened. But the memory was still fresh in my mind and as much as I hate it I had to do what was done. It hurt that my idea of a mate had been ruined and the last respect for men with it. My idea of a mate was a man happy with the way I am, craziness and all. But that was ruined when I found out who my mate was. Oh Goddess why did this have to happen?

Later that day during my last class, a pain indescribable came over me. I screamed out as I felt it consume me. The teacher rushes to my side with panic then sympathy in his eyes. I look at him confused. "What's... happening?" I ask. "Darling have you found you mate?" "Yes. But what does that have to do with anything?" "I'm sorry. Darling this feeling. This means your mate is having s*x with another." When his words sink in I cry and try my hardest to get up and look for my supposed mate. After the third try I found him in a classroom with the school slut, Clarissa. He hears the door open and looks at me with regret but that's soon gone and replaced with a smirk. I stand there for a few minutes as I watch him and Clarissa having s*x, then turn and run to my house.

 I cried and cried til all that came from me were hiccups. I stayed for a few more weeks so I could figure out where to go. During my stay, lets just say it wasn't pleasant. One night as I was cleaning one of the pack members came up from behind. He started to put his hands under my shirt til he got to my breasts and squeezed them. I tensed, remembering the night with my ex-mate and his friends. "Can you let go of me?" I almost cried. "Oh but darling why would I? When your out in the open for me to take?" I whimpered when I felt him unbutton my jeans. "Stop" he answered by chuckling saying "Darling keep quiet or it won't be as nice" "Stop" I cried again trying to push him away only to be thrown to the ground. He hovered over me, ripping my clothes off leaving me bare. I covered myself and squirmed trying to get away as silent tears fell from my eyes. "Stop." I froze when I heard him groan. I looked up to see the hunger and lust in his eyes. "Good girl" he smiled and propped my legs up. I squirmed again and froze when I felt his bulging member. "Good now where was I?" he thrust in. HARD. "STOP! please... stop" I begged. He thrust in and out ignoring my pleas. Squeezing my eyes I yelled again "STOP please stop please" I hadn't realized more men came in till I felt someone enter through my ass. I cried and opened my mouth to scream but no sound came out. They thrust in and out till they found their release. I thought they'd be done but another set of men came and thrust in my ass and p***y at the same time. I blacked out from the pain. This continued for Goddess knows how long. When I came to I was laying on the floor, feeling something drip down my leg I looked and seen blood. I cried as the memories came back to me. I put on what was left of my clothes and ran to my house, knowing my stay could continue like this. I packed all the things I could carry, taking the money I've been saving up as well as the secret stash my father had, and ran downstairs. When the idea to write a note for my family came to me, not that they'd care.

  When I get to the border I stop and say, " I Karma Cain Legion Lucifer Judas Baphomet Loki Achilles cut all ties with the Deneb Pack and reject my duties as future Luna." with that a feeling of emptiness washes through my body causing me to shudder. Then I take off.

Over the years I've been all over. I've also met people (rogues of some sort) willing to travel with me. As well as my new family. I joined a pack called the Shadow Fighters Pack. There I was welcomed for who and what I am. I trained and trained and studied harder than ever. Soon I became the best warrior in the pack as well as the soon to be Alpha in training. I found out that my dad had cheated on my mom a little before they met. No one knows anything about my mother but I do know that apparently, when she found out she was pregnant she dropped us off at my dads steps and left. Not a heads up only a note confirming we were his children. Explains why my 'mom' hated me, but that doesn't explain why she only loved my brother or why I was the only one with my friends.