FORGIVE ME

New start

Bella p.o.v

We entered his home , It was indeed beautiful , but more important it's has a beautiful, peaceful something I felt I cannot explain . A women came in my view , she must be in mid 30.

" Assalawalekom " He said something like this to her and she smiled at him respectfully.

" Walekomassalam " she said in return, what language they are speaking ?? I thought.

Then he turned toward me " Umm this is Surayya baji , she cooks food for us , she mostly stays here " I can here the assurance tone in his voice .

How does he know that I am still scared of being stay in this house.

I nodded in response.

" Surayya baji she is- " He stop and look at me just when our eyes met I knew what he wanted to know

" Bella, my name is Bella " I said with a poker face.

" Yeah she is Bella and she is going to stay with us " the man said .

The women stared at us confused but didn't said anything.

" Amira is sleeping in her room , since you are home I should take my leave " the women said .

" Thank you " Bashir responded with that the women left the house living me alone with him .

I tried to control my heartbeat as it was beating rapidly in fear.

" Lets go I will show you your room " He told me and I nodded clenching my fist .

The memories flashing in front of my eyes with Bradon , first day when I went to stay with him in his house after my accident , tear blurry my vision , I felt scared and helpless what if he will be just like Bradon and most importantly I felt pathetic . I always held power but today I am powerless.

" You okay ??" I look up at the voice and saw him looking at me worriedly.

I nodded .

He took me upstairs and showed me the room, " This is your room " He open the door for me .

I walked inside and look around there was a medium sized bed with a side table lamp , the wall painted in deep blue while there was a big window, the air blowing the white curtain, it was beautiful just like the house 1000 times better than the room I was living in Bradon house.

I heard someone cleared the throat and I look back only to see him standing outside the door , he didn't came inside .

I look at him confused then walk toward him " I know it's late but have you eaten something " He asked politely.

I was hungry , I haven't eaten anything since morning but I nodded because I was scared what if he mixed something on my food and take advantage of me.

" Okay , have a good night " with that he was about to walk away when I called him .

" What is your name " I didn't even know his name .

He smiled at me, he has beautiful smile I must say " Bashir " with that he walked off and I close the door .

" Bashir " I whispered his name .

I walked toward the mirror only to cringe , my eyes are redshot, my hair is wet and look mess , my clothes are torn but thankfully , I am wearing Bashir jacket but what should I do now I don't have any clothe , I guess I need to sleep with wet clothes.

I was about to go to washroom when I heard a knock.

I clench my fist remembering the memories when Bradon knock on the door like this and then-

I took a deep breath and walk toward the door , I open the door slowly and peek outside only to see no one , I frown then I look down only to some clothes , first aid kid and food .

I look here and there then pick all the things inside but what caught my eyes was a note , I picked it up

I know you are hungry and I can understand you are really scared , and my words cannot assure you , so here is some clothes for you and a first aid kit because your elbow is hurt and there is nothing in the food , you can eat your food in the room and lock the door for your safety .

Have a good night

To say the truth I was stunned at his gesture. A tear escape my eyes I look at my elbow and saw dried blood , I didn’t even notice it before , I guess injury didn't bother me anymore , I close the door and change into the clothes he gave me , I sat on the bed and started eating as slowly tears falling from my eyes , I don't know if I should feel grateful or cry on my faith . At one point of time I had everything but I lost everything because of the envy and jealousy in my heart , I ruined a happy family , I killed people I really wonder if God will ever forgive me ??

I know there is no hope for me because I am evil , I can only ruin people happiness, I can never be the reason of someone smile .

I ate my food and kept it on the floor , even though now my heart feels that Bashir will not harm me but I cannot take risks, I have to find job and house for me to stay .

I want to start my life again with a new beginning where I won't be a villian anymore.

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