Bella p.o.v
After Bashir and Amira left , I went to my room , I sat on my bed not knowing what to do , I don't even know what I am feeling anymore, it's been 10 years my life changed completely.
I stared at the wall feeling empty, after what happen last night , I feel worthless all my life, all I wanted to someone who love me only me , that I don't have to share people with anyone , I became selfish, evil , I ruined people life's hoping that they will love me like I do but instead I lost everyone.
And now after all the things I have done, I don't even think that I deserve love anymore, if God forgive me for what I did that would be enough for me but won't be it unfair to the people whom life I ruined , do I deserve forgiveness after all the things I have done?? .
I don't know when
