Fresh start

Chapter 5

Sophia pov

We arrived at the club. I was never a person who had fun with them. I was a lower profile. I accepted first because I didn't want to upset the guys, and second, I came to New York for a new life and not to do the same. Tonight I will drink and dance. We sat down and ordered. I was sitting between Steffie and Kevin. Why? I mean, why? So much space on the couch he had to sit next to me. Show mercy, God. The most beautiful, sexy, hot, and perfect man in the world had to sit next to me, and I couldn't breathe. Our drinks are coming, and everyone tells me ‘you are welcome’ and we are drinking. As I drink the first sip, I feel Kevin lean toward me

"Welcome to New York," he tells me sensually and almost chokes with my drink.

Fuck why is he doing this to me? I say thank you without looking at him too much. I couldn't bear to look at him anymore. And before I do anything else, the girls shout at me to dance. They dragged me to the dance floor, and we started dancing. After a lot of dancing, we sat down to have another drink and went for a dance again. I'm having a good time, and I didn't expect it, the girls are fantastic, and they immediately make me part of their girl's power, as they say. When I dance with Steffie and Jen, Jen leans over and tells me

"Have you noticed that Kevin looks at you all night? From the restaurant, he looks at you all the time."

"I don't think so. There are more beautiful women to look at. I'm just new to the company, and he'll want to meet me. I think he's friendly."

"I don't think so. Two guys approached you to dance with them, he was ready to explode." He has so many beautiful women in the club. Is he looking at me?

"He's looking at you. Half of the club has flirted with him so far, but he didn't pay attention to any of them. I don't see him holding on for long. He's coming to dance with you."

"What?"

"He's close" f**k, what am I doing? Steffie and Jen said

"let's go fresh up" and leave. Traitors. I'm still with my back to him. I don't dare turn around and see him. As I dance, I have to play it cool. I feel two hands grabbing me by my hips. He pulls me with him, and we start dancing together. Just kill me now. I feel my body numb, his breath on my neck, and I am ready to faint.

"Something must have happened to my eyes ... because I can't take them from you!" sweet and sour, but if the sexiest man on earth tells you that, you're lost. He turns to me, and we look into each other's eyes. I am dizzy.

"Your eyes are fine," I tell him with a smile. I don't know if it's the drink or that I want to let myself be happy. I want to tease him a little. He can't be the only one that gives me small heart attacks, right? I don't think so.

"You're a teaser. I like that," he tells me with a sexy smile. I like that I said I'm not going to go with another man again. That I was tired of hanging on to a man. And this god here has made me a thousand pieces. He has made me want to catch him and kiss him everywhere. You understood well. Everywhere.

Focus Sophia. You will no longer let any man do to you what he wants. You have to resist. Easy to say, hard to do as he looks at me.

"I'm thirsty. I'm going to have a drink." I say quickly and go to the table without waiting for an answer. The rest of the night, I didn't get up to dance again. I drank my drink and tried as hard as I could not to look at him. And while the girls were talking about Kevin, I pretended not to hear them. At one point, I went with Jen to the bathroom.

"Sweetheart, can I tell you something honestly? I feel like you're already my friend, and I want to be honest with you."

"Sure. What happened?"

"I don't know what your past is like. Steffie told me that you've had a hard time in recent years and that you've come out of a problematic relationship. Apart from college, you wanted to make a fresh start away from him. I will not tell you what to do, you will decide for yourself. I had known Kevin for many years before I even met Steff. He is a beautiful person who has pulled a lot from previous relationships. Since he is interested and I know he is well interested in you, he deserves the trouble. I know it's too early for you. But if you decide. you will not regret it. "

"First of all, I didn't have a relationship. I was married. I mean, I'm still in the process of getting a divorce. I don't think it's fair for him or anyone else to be in this position." She looks at me in amazement.

"Secondly, I'm not in a position to start anything else right now. For a long time, I let a man take over my life. I want to look at myself now." she looks at me with understanding and says

"I understand your concerns, but let me give you some advice. Kevin will not limit you to anything. You will have the freedom you want and the position you deserve in the relationship. It will not be long before he make a move on you. Talk to him, he will understand. And you find a solution. You both deserve to be happy. " she tells me. She smiles, and we leave the bathroom. We returned to the table. The rest of the night passed calmly. Kevin and I talked a lot about different topics. The college I go to, his job. He told me that he was looking for a secretary

In the meantime, of course, he flirted a lot. I should have turned red like tomatoes. He told me if I wanted to go for an interview. I should have a job soon if I want to survive in this city. Maybe I can combine it with college. There is also the option to attend some courses electronically. Leaving the club, he asked me for my phone number to arrange the interview. But I have the impression that it was an excuse. Doesnt matter. As Jen said, I need to talk to him to clarify my position. He is perfect. I want to be honest with him. We said goodnight and left with Steffie for home. In the car, of course, she asked me about Kevin. We talked, and she told me that Jen too, that is, if I give him one chance, I won't regret it. And I'm starting to think about it. If the perfect man on earth wants you, don't tell him no. We got home, took a shower, put on my pajamas, and lay down. Before I close my eyes, I see a message on my cell phone.

" Did you arrive, Sophie? It's not been an hour since we said good night, and I'm already thinking about you. And imagine Tyler was telling me I was going to have a great time tonight, and I couldn't believe him. I'm glad I finally came. " That can't happen to me. Why does he make it so complicated?

"We got home. Everything was fine. And I was glad you finally came. Thank you for the dance and your beautiful words. I needed them. So have a good night, and I will see you again sometime, " Sophia breathe. All good.

"Can I see you tomorrow? If you don't have anything else to do." is he serious? he doesn't waste time

"Sure. Why not? What time and where?"

"Be ready at 11 am. I'll come from your place to pick you up." wonderful just wonderful

"Ok, see you tomorrow" After that, I told him to go to sleep so I could wake up in the morning. But come on, I couldn't sleep. The mind kept going to Kevin.