I reflected on all of what had just happened over and over, each bit in a different order every time. Nahari could be one of many, but I didn’t want to know. He had a long life before we met, I understood that very well. However, the reality didn’t hurt any less. I shook my head trying not to think about it but of course that only made me think about it more. These were trivial things compared to what we were meant for, what we had to do.
Having the world’s survival on my shoulders was something I still couldn’t accept. I thought of my mother, barely holding on to life.
I knew she needed her memories restored, but I couldn’t be the one to do it. I didn’t know how first of all. Adontis would have to do it which brought new problems in itself.
I got up from the chair with a heavy sigh
