I don’t say anything, I just continue sobbing, unable to stop myself once again. She sniffles a little, then sighs before speaking to me again. “Hey, I know. It’s okay to cry. It hurts. You need to acknowledge that. It’s the only way for you to be able to mourn his death,” she tries to console me. But all her words manage to do is upset me even more.
“I don’t want to mourn him! I-I want him to come back! Kir … Kir can’t be dead!” I burst out, letting out a pained grunt as I stop speaking. It’s even worse than with Jake. With him … Well, in a way, at least I’m able to still see him. I know that he’s happy.
While I know absolutely nothing about Kir. Nothing. I don’t know what his last words were, I don’t know if he fought until his last breath … It feels even worse because he didn’t hurt m
