f**k if I know for sure, though. I’m riled up and frustrated and horny and enraged at myself for getting into this situation in the first place. “Nothing is going on between us. Nothing ever will. It was all about convenience. You were in my house; you were clearly willing. All you were to me is a shiny new toy—and I like breaking in my toys.” Tears shine in her eyes. Each and every one of them makes me want to bite my tongue right off. “Y-you’re lying…” She backs away, pale and trembling. It’s better this way, urges the sickeningly cruel voice in my head. Keep going. Push past the point of no return. “Why would I lie? You saw the women that came before you. What makes you think you’re any different? I just had to pretend in the beginning, to give you a reason to stay. It was easier th

