I arch an eyebrow. “I’m going to watch you fall apart.”
This is the closest I’ve ever come to an out-of-body experience.
There’s no other way to describe this feeling nestled in the center of my chest. I’ve never felt so emboldened, so willing, so ready to do something completely out of my comfort zone.
I suppose Uri and I having already had s*x helps. But it’s not just that we’ve crossed that line; it’s about all the lines we’re crossing now.
It’s that I’m so lonely. It’s how, even though he’s stayed away, he’s been keeping one eye on me the whole time. Maybe it’s as simple as he doesn’t trust me and he wanted to make sure I was following his ridiculous rules. But a part of me wonders if maybe he’s been watching me because he likes watching me.
He definitely looks like he does.
Espe
