Mistress

Chapter 16

Layla POV

'Jordan..... he calls me like everyday. i ignore his calls.... everyday. i know he didn't think that i was going to run back to him. he knew what he was doing was wrong but he still did it. i still have dreams about Kevin. one day we almost got officially married, but i woke up before we could seal the deal. Kevin calls me basically everyday and i tell him about the dreams.

he says that he has dreams about me too. he never tells me about them so i don't know if they are good or bad. he still wants to leave and run away with me... i have taken it into consideration. i still love Kevin i'm not doubting that at all, but i am doing good without him.

a little part of me is still Kevins mistress and i don't like it but then i do, you know ? Kevin still has his pull on me and i don't know how to get rid of it. all i know is that i'm done with Jordans ass. he has no chance of getting with me any longer. he lost his chance and that's it. he can walk around town with that Sierra girl. they can have babies and get married and live a happy life together. he can take her of her. he wouldn't want to be with a mistress anyway.

i walked out my house and met up with Kevin outside. i got inside his car and he leaned over and kissed me. i kissed him back instantly. i missed his kisses so much. i missed him so much. i never knew how much i missed him. i pulled away and held his face in my hands. i just stared at him. he is so handsome. i pecked his lips on more time and sat back in my seat. i guess he wanted to talk cause he took us to the park. i haven't been here since the last time we talked.

we came and opened my door and we started our walk. it was surprisingly empty a little bit today. there were still kids and they mamas here, but not as many that there use to be.'

Kevin: you look different.

Layla: yeah decided it was time for a change... you know a new look.

Kevin: i like it.

Layla: thank you baby.

Kevin: do you even still love me ?

Layla: Kevin of course i love you. you don't even know how much i love you. the question is, is that do you love me ?

Kevin: of course Layla. i always will ! we can still run together. start our life over. build a whole new one together.

Layla: i'll think about it Kevin.... i might just agree.

'we continued to talk and he took me to dinner. he even stayed the night with me. it was something crazy. it didn't even feel real.'