Mistress

Chapter 4

Layla POV

'Kevin stopped hitting me and i just laid there. he picked me up and carried me to my room. he laid me on the bed and started wiping my face with a wet towel. he went inside the bathroom and i heard the tub water run on. he came back, took me to the bathroom and stripped me until i was bare. he took off his clothes and placed us in the tub together. i sighed and tried to relax. i couldn't. i mean how could i ? Kevin just put his hands on me and i haven't heard a sorry yet. i need to get away. go somewhere far, but i can't. my heart wont let me. when he was finished bathing me and him he got out and i followed. i went into my room and put on some pajamas and got into the bed. he put on some clothes he has over here. kissed my head and told me has going back home to her. when he left. i hopped out the bed and looked at my front door. he didn't tear it off the hinges. thank goodness. i locked my door and went up to my bed and cried myself to sleep. something has to change. i know i keep saying it, but it just has to.'

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'the next morning i awoken to a headache. my eyes felt heavy and swollen. i went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror. i put in some eye drops and went back into the bed. i checked my phone and had texts and missed calls from people. i didn't care. i turned off my phone and snuggled deeper into my bed. i lost my baby. its like reality just hit me with that. i lost my first child all because of him. i guess it's kinda my fault for being with a married man, but it's mostly his fault on his end. as i was about to fall back to sleep i heard a knock on my door. i got out the bed and went downstairs to see who it was. when i opened it i was looking at Kevin. he smiled at me and i stared at him blankly. i let him in, closed and locked the door and walked right back into my bed. i don't care. i'm not in a good mood and i don't feel like entertaining anybody. especially not him. a minute later he came in the room and laid next to me and trapped me between his arms.'

Kevin: we could always try again Layla.

Layla: no ! i don't wanna try again. why ? so you can choke me and beat me again so i can lose another baby all over again ?

Kevin: shut up Layla ! quit crying and whining all the time ! we can try again and you can have another baby.

Layla: i don't want another baby right now Kevin ! i wanted that baby ! quit crying ? am i pose to be happy that i lost my baby ? huh ?

Kevin: whatever. i'm out.

Layla: bye ! didn't nobody tell you to come over anyway. go try and give yo wife a baby !

'he shook his head and left my house. i didn't have time to deal with him. i'm in mourning. he's just walking around acting like he doesn't even care that i lost the baby. that we lost the baby. our first baby.'