Mistress

Chapter 6

Layla POV

'i yawned and checked the time on my phone. 7 o'clock in the morning. Jordan is coming at 8. Kevin is still in my bed. i slowly untangle my way out of his arms and successfully get out the bed and into the bathroom. i shower and do my other bathroom things and make my way out of the bathroom. when i walk back into the room Kevin is still sleep. i softly walk to my closet and open the door. i get out some black skinny jeans, fitted white shirt and some heels to match. i walk to the bathroom and did my eyes (makeup) and put on some lip gloss. i walked back into my room quietly and seen my phone lighting up. it was a text from Jordan saying her was outside my house. i sent him an "okay" and grabbed the rest of my things while making sure not to wake up Kevin and make my way out of my condo. it felt nice outside. i stepped into Jordan's car and gave him a smile. he was looking good. we basically matched. he drove us to the pancake house and i got overly excited ! i love this place. we made our way inside and everybody there was minding their own business. i liked it. we got assigned to a table and got handed our menus. i ordered some buttermilk pancakes and eggs while Jordan ordered some pancakes, eggs, bacon and grits. this boy better eat all this food too !'

Jordan: sorry about the lost on your baby.

Layla: thank you. it means a lot. i've kinda gotten past it.

Jordan: good. look i know you got a man and all, but i'm really feeling you Layla.

Layla: huh ? i have no man, and i'm feeling you too Jordan.

Jordan: that guy you was with at the store and the guy at the appointment ?

'i had to come clean of the truth. i'm not the type of person to sit there and lie to somebody right in there face. i just hope he understands where i'm coming from and my feelings.'

Layla: well. technically he's my man but then he's not ?

Jordan: what ?

Layla: i'm a mistress. his mistress.

Jordan: your a what ? how Layla, why ?

Layla: i didn't mean for it to happen. it's not like i planned it. when i first met him he never said he was married or in a relationship. we heighted things from there and he told me he was married. told me if i wanted him i could stay if i didn't then goodbye. as you see i stayed. got pregnant. lost the baby then he gets his wife pregnant, but he still comes and spends time with me. i don't wanna be his mistress. i wanna leave, but my heart wont let me. everytime something pushes me to leave i keep getting pulled back.

Jordan: you know, i could help you leave ? i see that your mind is telling you to go and your heart is telling you to leave, and it's good to listen to you mind you know. plus a relationship isn't one without the mind AND heart and both the companions putting in full time.

'i smiled and we left and he took me back home. when i got there Kevin was gone and i was sad, but yet happy. Jordan said he could help me leave, but do i want to ?'