THE FIRST KISS

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I don't know why I am so nervous around Mama. I looked at her. She have a dreamy look to her. Looking her in immense pain I feel panicked. I calm my nerves at that time. I come back from my deep thoughts and look at her. She lay down as soon I try to get close a bit and say she wants to sleep. She looks like a little fairy.I won't lie she looks sexy and seductive even with that messy hairstyle. I was feeling very attracted to her at this moment. She checks all the boxes I want for my girlfriend. It looks like I was dreaming with my wide awake eyes. She is fast asleep and I am still looking at her. I don't know why I am feeling so emotional for her. I knew it was weird but I stand up pick my cellphone from the table and took her pictures. I literally feel kissing, hugging and cuddling with her. She was a stranger to me a day before and now I was feeling so close to her. I looked at her closely she looks very independent but now at this time she is looking like a cute baby. I think how it will be like dominating her and making her scream my name in bed. I want to know what it felt like turning her on and leaving her and she will be yearning for my touch.I want to be soft and caring just for her. An addictive energy surrounds me at the moment. I want to go hiking, bunding jumping with her. I want to travel with her travel around the word, travel to new places. I was feeling tired but looking her sleeping gorgeously make me want to look at her closer. I lean down and watch her innocent face. I was feeling turned on by her. I move closer and kiss her lips. I can't control my overwhelming feelings at this moment for her. I stand up and go upstairs in to my bedroom and close my bedroom door behind me. I dream of Mama's sexy legs and wake up at the sound of a voice calling my name again and again. I rubbed my eyes and look at alarm it give up after ringing. I look at the time and know that I was late for Professor Henry architecture class at the university. I look back at Mama she looked clean her messy hair from yesterday are now combed. She took tannie in her hands and tell me she is leaving for the vet. I look at her and ask if I could drop her but she refused saying she will go home after leaving tannie at the vet hospital. I nodd while looking at her eyes and than I was staring her lips. They look pink and vuloptous. I felt like biting her lower lip but she was looking very serious I don't want to disturb her. I go to take a shower and clean my self up. She come to my room again and ask if I want to eat grilled sausage for breakfast. I look back at her while combing my hair. I smile and say yes. She smile brightly showing me a victory sign and go downstairs. I laugh at her and go downstairs behind her. She has already prepared the breakfast.I look at the table and sit down on a chair she sit next to me. After eating breakfast she cleans the table and leave after saying goodbye. I really want her to stay but I don't say a word. Being a shy person create great blockage in one's love life. I look at my phone and scroll the pictures from last night. I was feeling peaceful. I call David. He tell me,' He is going to farm house tomorrow and want me to visit the farmhouse with him. I feel excited. I look back at my phone. Alyssa was calling me. I suddenly remember what happened yesterday at starbucks. I rub my temple and pic up the call. Alyssa is saying my dad wants to talk to me. I feel stressful what he will say to me this time that will disturb my mental peace. I wonder what he was up to now. I pick the car keys and left for the company. My dad Kavin Berretson was a self-made business tycoon who thinks money is greater than any relationship in the world. He was a workaholic man and spend his days and nights in his study room where he was lost in all business files all along these years. My Mom felt lonely being neglected by his own dear husband who once claim to love her. My Mom spent her time going to parties with the women of higher society club to have a good time with her so called rich buddies. I feel pity for her may be she feels lonely as my elder sister Carline was already married two years ago to a rich Italian chef named Lorenzo. They met at a restaurant in italy while she was studying abroad. Carline falls head over heels for Lorenzo and settled with him in italy after a grand marriage six months ago. My elder brother Utah was working with my dad. He wants to be a football player yet he was there working with my dad as a responsible son. However, it was a secret how much Utah have verbal fights with my dad but in the end dad won. Utah now was trying to take interest in construction work but I could clearly see how much frustrated he looks if I was at his place I definitely would've ran away from home to pursue my dreams but what ever it was not my business to meddle in my brother life. As he was working hard. I some times jokes with him purposely to cheer up. I park the car when I saw Alyssa coming out of her new car.
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