"I'm lonely"
1165 Words
In Izone's Dorm...
(Dorm 1: Eunbi, Chaewon, Minju, Y/n, Hyewon, Yuri and Hitomi)
Author p.o.v~
"Unnie, why I have to wash your clothes with my hands when we have our washing machine?" Y/n whining at Chaewon.
"Because.... Eunbi unnie said you need to. That's your punishment." Chaewon stick her tongue at y/n and leave.
"I can't believe this. Chaewon unnieeee!" Y/n shouted.
"Yah! Just do your job. After this you need to clean our room." Minju said and chuckle.
"What? No! It was you and Chaewon unnie's room. I'm gonna sleep there for only two weeks. You can clean your room by yourself." Y/n said and continue washing Chaewon's clothes.
"Ho.Ho.Ho. Really? Are sure? I give you one more chance. You'll clean our room or not?" Minju asked.
"No. Full stop!" Y/n answer.
"Okay. Your choice." Minju leave y/n.
"Why I have a bad feeling about this." Y/n talking to herself.
"In 3,
"2
"1...
"Shin Y/n!!!!!!!".
"Okay. I'm dead." Y/n said as she hear Eunbi shouted. In 5 second, Eunbi was already there with her arms cross while Minju hide behind her back.
"Okay fine! I'll do it after this." Y/n give up.
"Good girl. I love you y/n/n" Eunbi say and both of them disappear.
"Haish. Minju unnie!!" Y/n faceplams.
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"Y/n/n! What are you doing? I told you that you suppose to do like this!" Chaewon mad at y/n because she didn't arrange their book correctly.
"I just... I'm tired! Please, I want to eat." Y/n laying on the floor.
"We will eat after we clean this room. Eunbi unnie was already prepared our dinner. Let's finish this." Minju pull y/n up.
After 10 minutes, they finish cleaning their room. Now, it's time for them to eat. All of them sit at their dinning table and ready to eat.
"Thanks for the food!" Everyone said.
"Can I have chicken too?" Y/n asked Hyewon because she put the plate in front of her.
"No. This chicken is all mine." Hyewon said.
"Oh my god, I can't believe this. Eunbi unnie, why I can only eat this? I want to eat chicken too!" Y/n grip Eunbi shirt.
"Yah y/n/n. Just eat your food. You can't eat to much chicken. You're already eat chicken at school." Yuri said.
"But...
"Just. Eat. Your. Food." Eunbi almost lost her patient.
"Hm." Y/n lower her head and just play with her food.
"You can take mine. But I can only give you one because you can't eat it too much. You have allergic remember?" Hitomi said and give one of her chicken to y/n but y/n didn't eat it.
"Hey, why you're not eat that? You said you want some chicken." Hitomi asked her because y/n just play with her food and keep silent.
"You can take it back unnie. By the way, thank you for offering me that. I love you. I want to sleep." Y/n said and go to her share room.
"I think she really upset." Hitomi said.
"Are we too much?" Minju asked.
"I think we are. But it's okay, I'll talk to her after this." Chaewon said.
After dinner~
"Hey y/n/n~ are you okay?" Chaewon asked y/n who busy doing her homework.
"I wish I'm okay. But......yeah. I'm okay." Y/n said without looking at Chaewon.
"Look, I'm sorry okay? Are you upset?" Chaewon sit beside her.
"Unnie.... I..uhhh.. I want to sleep. Goodnight." Y/n put her books in her bag. After that, she take her pillow and laying on the floor while cover her body with her blanket.
"Y/n/n, come here sleep with me in my bed." Chaewon try to pull y/n up but she refuse.
"I'll sleep here." Y/n coldly said.
"You ask for this." Chaewon said and pick up y/n in bridal style.
"What-. Put me down!" Y/n struggle to get down but Chaewon put y/n in her bed and quickly cover both of their body with blanket. She then hug y/n tightly.
"Unnie, let me go! I don't wanna sleep with you." Y/n said and trying to push Chaewon but she's stronger than her.
"I'm sorry okay. Just let's sleep. It's already late." She pat y/n's head. Suddenly she hear y/n crying.
"Y/n! Why are you crying? Are you okay? Did I hurt you?" Chaewon asked y/n while wiped her tears using her thumb.
"I'm tired. I..I j-just want to sleep. I'm sorry. I.. I don't want you guys to mad and yell at me. I don't want to eat. I want.. I .... want to go back to my house." Y/n said while sobbing.
"Hey hey shhhh. Don't cry. I'm here and I'm sorry because I treat you like that. I'm so sorry y/n/n. Please don't cry, it's hurt me seeing you like this." Chaewon said and hug y/n.
"You will stay with us y/n/n until your sister come back here." Chaewon kiss y/n's forehead.
"I'm tired... I'm tired.. I...I can't hold this anymore. No ones with me when I'm sad. My parents always busy with their work and spend only 1 hour with me everyday. Sometimes they didn't come back home and asked my babysitter to watch over me. My mom and dad always busy with their business and now I live here with my unnie. I can't even see them. I can't even hug them when I miss them. They are now so far away from me. I don't have many friend. I'm tired to keep this inside. I'm tired to hold this inside. I'm just tired. I'm tired of acting like I'm a tough girl. I'm not unnie. It's hurts. I'm lonely." Y/n crying so hard in Chaewon's chest. She hide her face at Chaewon's chest and Chaewon can feel her t-shirt getting wet because of y/n.
"Oh my god y/n/n, please don't cry like this. Don't worry y/n/n, now you have us. We are here for you and we will be your friends, unnies and family. All of us will spend more time with you. You will not be lonely anymore. Please, stop crying."
Chaewon become sad after she listen to y/n's confession. She never know about her feeling. She always thought that y/n as a bright and happy person. She always try to makes people happy. But the truth is she's dying inside. She's lonely and sad. She keeps everything by herself and never show her weak side. Today, she know that Y/n is not the one who always happy, but she also the one who keeps her sadness inside.
After 30 minutes of crying non stop, y/n finally sleep. Chaewon decide to call all of Izone and Gfriend member. She told them about y/n and they feel bad for her. Minju, Yuju , Eunbi and Umji crying so hard after they know about this. They now realize that y/n always keep her feeling inside and they want to help her to open up to them. So, they promise to take care of y/n and make her happy.
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To be continued~
- Writer
