Dreaming of Becoming A Vampire

Adam

When I head out here to find my soul mate I didn’t think I would find her so quickly. She is so innocent and beautiful. Her big brown eyes I could just melt into them. I never thought being a vampire I could feel this way about someone. She doesn’t see how pretty she is, and she feels something for me, but she is fighting it, but why. I will just take it slow with her for a while to get her to trust me and then I will let her know that I am a vampire and all that I am. I am hoping that she will not turn away from me and except me for what I am. I won’t let anyone hurt her nor will I ever let the hunter find her.

I didn’t want to tell her I knew the house that I choose to buy was the one right behind hers. I could smell her essences were around the entire place. On top that I followed her home the other night, so I could be close to her. I went to her bedroom window to watch her sleep and noticed that she was dreaming and that she called out my name. She was dreaming of me I couldn’t believe it. Now I know that she is dreaming of me. She must be my soul mate. Need to find out if the dream was good or was she scared of me. How can I find out what she was dreaming about? I want to know what she thinks about me and I know she drawn to me just by that kiss we shared. Somehow, I will get here to love me. Need her to love me, to be with me.

There are things I need to figure out first before she finds out too much about me. I need to figure out if the hunter knows where I am and if he knows about Kenzie. I need to make sure she is safe, and that hunter can’t get to her. I know they would use her to get to me. Then who knows what they would do her if they figure it out that she carries the virus of becoming a vampire once she has s*x with a vampire. That’s all it’s going to take to awake her vampire inside of her. How can I tell her that she is really a vampire carrier and she could become a vampire if she is not careful? I want to tell her everything but how I don’t want to push her away. I feel this over whelming need to protect her. What do I do if the hunter comes for her?

After being a vampire for over two hundred years and being alone and find out that I have someone out there that could be mine. Not sure I want this life for her but know you can’t live without her. Not sure what I can do about my problem. Could I just be her friend and protect her and watch her die of old age later. I don’t think I could go through that and let her go. It is already too hard being away from her now. I just need time to get her to trust me and for me to see what I need to do next. I know she is going to have questions, I just hope I will be the one to answer those questions before the hunter. I need to rest till morning, so I can see her and take care of the rest of my stuff, so I can always be close to her. Morning came to damn soon; it feels like I just lay down.

I finished the paper work on my house and I can start to move in and get things ready. I will try to get her to help me when she can, and I will redo the house to suite my needs. There are still things that I must do and electronics that I need to get set up throughout the house and grounds. Even know I was a born vampire I still must make sure some things are taken care of even from the hunters. I will never know right away when the hunter will show up and want to fight or when he could try to take Kenzie from me. I will need to be ready because I know they will find me soon enough. I will make sure she is protected one way or another. I will need to make a list of everything that I will need. Then I will have to find the places that have everything that I need. I also need to try and stop day dreaming of Kenzie, so I can get things done.

When I see her, I knew it was her from my dream when I first walked in the café. I will get her to come over for dinner when I get the house all set up. I will find out everything about her and what it will take to make her mind. I will find out what it will take to make her safe. She already has my heart even know I just met her. How could that be? I don’t understand how she could have my heart when I didn’t even think I had one to begin with. I see myself as a monster and didn’t think I could ever find love, but I have. I will show her that she belongs to me and that I am a monster that I know that she will think that I am. First the house then friendship with her and keeping her safe, finally I will get her to love me. That is the plan for now if nothing goes wrong. I need to contact take my brothers and let them know that I have found her, but she doesn’t know who I am yet. Let them know I have house and will be getting it ready, so they can join me here as soon as everything is set in place. I will also need to find out if they know where the hunter is. I must make sure they have not found me and my soon to be mate.

I need to go to the café, so I can see her again. I need to find out what she will be working all week, so I can work around her to make sure she is safe. Then try to find a way to be more involved in her work and life. I must be around her it is so hard not to be around her I can feel the pull she has on me and I just don’t understand it. I wonder if she is feeling the loss as I am right now. Well I am getting hungry, so I will go to the café and get some food then find a way to have some blood shipped to the house, so I won’t have to find a donor for my blood right now. I am just glad I have enough to last for a while, so I don’t have to go looking for blood right now. Kenzie blood is calling to me now, but I know I must wait till I have her willing to come to me and will be mine forever. Well I am off to the café for food and to see my beloved Kenzie.