Chapter 12
Cashmerres pov.
Let a nigga try me , try me
Ima get his whole motherfucking family ,
And I ain't playing with nobody ,
Fuck around and ima catch a body ,
I set in the library during lunch to catch up on all my missing work. With all the s**t going on , school was my main focus.
In the past couple days alot of s**t has happen. Micheal got sentenced 4 months in the county jail , Apparently somebody rated them out and the cops busted their trap , they couldn't find Varo and scooby nem so they pinned the charges on micheal and since this was his first felony they let him off easy , As for Marco he got a warning since hes under age. Rumor has it varo and chanelle are living with each other and are together. All I been doing is going to school and going straight home , I really don't wanna be bothered with anything at the moment. Fall break is next week and all I plan on doing is relaxing for that whole week.
" Can I sit here?" I looked up to see a tall darkskin boy with dreads. He was fine no doubt but he looked kinda creepy.
" Sure." I said moving my bag so he can have some room.
" i'm lloyd."
" Cash."
" Oh your varos girl right?"
" Why would you think that?"
" Everybody knows about the infamous cash Aka varos girl."
" Well no , we don't talk anymore."
" May I ask why?"
" He just found out he had a baby and I don't need the babymomma drama plus we wasn't really mixing in the first place." I said with a shrug.
" chanelle right."
" yeah , you know her?"
"Everybody knows chanelle , I f****d her a couple times." I laughed at his bluntness.
" Everybody f****d that hoe."
" You ain't from here."
" Yeah , I moved here this summer. I'm from Atlanta."
" I can tell by your accent , i'm not from here either , i'm from brooklyn."
" That's chill , why you move to compton?"
" My momma passed away , so I came to live with my pops."
" I'm sorry for your lost , I just recently lost my moms."
" Damn , you aight?" He said putting his hand on my shoulder.
" Yeah i'm good , I learned to cope with it."
" I feel you."
" So are you apart of this life?"
" What life?"
" This gang life."
" Nah , To be honest it's stupid as hell and a waist of life. Fighting over territory and risking your life just for fast money. It's the easy way out and I believe in working hard to get what I want. Yeah if I wanted I could go out there and slang but its not worth me losing my life or being locked behind bars for the rest of my life." He said with a shrug.
I smiled in satisfaction , I never thought i'd meet a guy that wasn't about gang banging and selling drugs.
" So what do you want to do with your life then."
" Believe it or not , I always been about books. I wanna do something that makes me think alot , like a doctor or a lawyer."
" Damn , I woulda thought you was all about sports or something." I said with a chuckle. He smiled and showed off his crooked smile.
" Nah , I like sports and all but i don't see myself doing that."
" Oh."
" So what about you cash? What you wanna do with your life." I sighed and shrugged.
" Haven't really thought about it , i'm just living day by day. I know I don't wanna go to college , and I always wanted my own business , like a*****e or a salon." I said with a shrug.
" Why not college?"
" I think its a waist of time instead of spending more years behind a desk I could be doing something else that benefits me." He nodded his head and smirked.
" What?"
" I never had a conversation like this with a female besides my momma." He said with a smile.
" I never had a conversation with a dude without cussing him out so you should feel lucky." He laughed and stood up.
" Nice talking to you cash."
" You too lloyd." I said with a smile as he walked away. I looked at the time and saw that lunch would be ending in 5 minutes. I put my books in my bag and threw it over my shoulder and walked out of the library.
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" So how have you been?" Claire asked as I sat in therapy. I decided to Come and just clear my mind of everything that's been going on.
" I've been cool, Me and varo broke up and all I been trynna do is concentrate on school. "
" Why did you and Varo breakup? "
" We just wasn't vibing and plus I don't have time for babymamma drama." I said with a shrug.
" So has chanelle popped?"
" Yup, He was born on my birthday. "
" How was your birthday? "
" It was cool, I kicked it with my friends and I met my friend scoobys little baby girl." She nodded and wrote something on her notepad.
" Have you visited your mother lately?" I shook my head no not really wanting to get into this Conversation.
" Why not? "
" I don't see the reason to. I'll be going to see her soon though."
" That's good, So mentally how have you been? Have you been thinking about your father lately? "
" Ummm no I actually got a letter from him"I said pulling it out of my purse and giving it to her. She put on her glasses and started reading.
" Wow." She said handing it back to me. " How do you feel about that? "
" Honestly after drinking my life away after reading it, I sat and thought I don't believe my father is dead honestly and I'm determined to bring down Diablo, he's not getting away with what he put me through. "
" So your seeking revenge? "
" Damn right." I said with a shrug.
" So how about crying have you been crying lately? Have you snapped on anybody?"
" I haven't cried or snapped on anybody, and you'll be happy to know that I don't wanna murder varos babymoms anymore. " I said with a grin.
" Why not?"
" Because I'm not worried about her and varo anymore their not my problem and I'm not waisting my time with that."
" That's good cash, I'm glad your letting go of all that negative energy I want you to focus on school and getting your life back on track."
" Yeah that's what I been trynna do, I met a dude today and he was really cool."
" I don't think you should fall back into dating so soon." She said shaking her head.
" Nah not like that, he was like really cool to talk to, I can see myself being cool with him."
" That's cool, you need only positive vibes around you right now, How about the gang life." She said raising an eyebrow.
" I wouldn't know, besides getting revenge on Diablo I been staying clear of all that , and I don't plan on going after Diablo until fall break."
" OK, well that's enough for today, same time next week." She said as I stood up.
" OK, I'll see you then. " I said walking out the door. I smiled and satisfaction, I'm glad I'm making progress. I'm done with trynna be that bad b***h that nobody f***s with , I only want positive vibes.
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I'm so proud of cash....
And I love w*****d update
Will cash stay this positive?
What is varo up to?
Poor Micheal in jail for 4 months
Back in Compton cash had 2 friends not including the one that was killed..... y'all be seeing those 2 shortly!!!
I'm officially doing question and answers!! Ask the characters questions in the comments and I'll answer them In a future chapter. Ima need more then 5 questions people . You can ask more then one question!!!
Until next time thugs and thuggettes
~Laquaisha~
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