Chapter 12

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Chapter 12 Cashmerres pov. Let a nigga try me , try me Ima get his whole motherfucking family , And I ain't playing with nobody , Fuck around and ima catch a body , I set in the library during lunch to catch up on all my missing work. With all the s**t going on , school was my main focus. In the past couple days alot of s**t has happen. Micheal got sentenced 4 months in the county jail , Apparently somebody rated them out and the cops busted their trap , they couldn't find Varo and scooby nem so they pinned the charges on micheal and since this was his first felony they let him off easy , As for Marco he got a warning since hes under age. Rumor has it varo and chanelle are living with each other and are together. All I been doing is going to school and going straight home , I really don't wanna be bothered with anything at the moment. Fall break is next week and all I plan on doing is relaxing for that whole week. " Can I sit here?" I looked up to see a tall darkskin boy with dreads. He was fine no doubt but he looked kinda creepy. " Sure." I said moving my bag so he can have some room. " i'm lloyd." " Cash." " Oh your varos girl right?" " Why would you think that?" " Everybody knows about the infamous cash Aka varos girl." " Well no , we don't talk anymore." " May I ask why?" " He just found out he had a baby and I don't need the babymomma drama plus we wasn't really mixing in the first place." I said with a shrug. " chanelle right." " yeah , you know her?" "Everybody knows chanelle , I f****d her a couple times." I laughed at his bluntness. " Everybody f****d that hoe." " You ain't from here." " Yeah , I moved here this summer. I'm from Atlanta." " I can tell by your accent , i'm not from here either , i'm from brooklyn." " That's chill , why you move to compton?" " My momma passed away , so I came to live with my pops." " I'm sorry for your lost , I just recently lost my moms." " Damn , you aight?" He said putting his hand on my shoulder. " Yeah i'm good , I learned to cope with it." " I feel you." " So are you apart of this life?" " What life?" " This gang life." " Nah , To be honest it's stupid as hell and a waist of life. Fighting over territory and risking your life just for fast money. It's the easy way out and I believe in working hard to get what I want. Yeah if I wanted I could go out there and slang but its not worth me losing my life or being locked behind bars for the rest of my life." He said with a shrug. I smiled in satisfaction , I never thought i'd meet a guy that wasn't about gang banging and selling drugs. " So what do you want to do with your life then." " Believe it or not , I always been about books. I wanna do something that makes me think alot , like a doctor or a lawyer." " Damn , I woulda thought you was all about sports or something." I said with a chuckle. He smiled and showed off his crooked smile. " Nah , I like sports and all but i don't see myself doing that." " Oh." " So what about you cash? What you wanna do with your life." I sighed and shrugged. " Haven't really thought about it , i'm just living day by day. I know I don't wanna go to college , and I always wanted my own business , like a*****e or a salon." I said with a shrug. " Why not college?" " I think its a waist of time instead of spending more years behind a desk I could be doing something else that benefits me." He nodded his head and smirked. " What?" " I never had a conversation like this with a female besides my momma." He said with a smile. " I never had a conversation with a dude without cussing him out so you should feel lucky." He laughed and stood up. " Nice talking to you cash." " You too lloyd." I said with a smile as he walked away. I looked at the time and saw that lunch would be ending in 5 minutes. I put my books in my bag and threw it over my shoulder and walked out of the library. ______________________ " So how have you been?" Claire asked as I sat in therapy. I decided to Come and just clear my mind of everything that's been going on. " I've been cool, Me and varo broke up and all I been trynna do is concentrate on school. " " Why did you and Varo breakup? " " We just wasn't vibing and plus I don't have time for babymamma drama." I said with a shrug. " So has chanelle popped?" " Yup, He was born on my birthday. " " How was your birthday? " " It was cool, I kicked it with my friends and I met my friend scoobys little baby girl." She nodded and wrote something on her notepad. " Have you visited your mother lately?" I shook my head no not really wanting to get into this Conversation. " Why not? " " I don't see the reason to. I'll be going to see her soon though." " That's good, So mentally how have you been? Have you been thinking about your father lately? " " Ummm no I actually got a letter from him"I said pulling it out of my purse and giving it to her. She put on her glasses and started reading. " Wow." She said handing it back to me. " How do you feel about that? " " Honestly after drinking my life away after reading it, I sat and thought I don't believe my father is dead honestly and I'm determined to bring down Diablo, he's not getting away with what he put me through. " " So your seeking revenge? " " Damn right." I said with a shrug. " So how about crying have you been crying lately? Have you snapped on anybody?" " I haven't cried or snapped on anybody, and you'll be happy to know that I don't wanna murder varos babymoms anymore. " I said with a grin. " Why not?" " Because I'm not worried about her and varo anymore their not my problem and I'm not waisting my time with that." " That's good cash, I'm glad your letting go of all that negative energy I want you to focus on school and getting your life back on track." " Yeah that's what I been trynna do, I met a dude today and he was really cool." " I don't think you should fall back into dating so soon." She said shaking her head. " Nah not like that, he was like really cool to talk to, I can see myself being cool with him." " That's cool, you need only positive vibes around you right now, How about the gang life." She said raising an eyebrow. " I wouldn't know, besides getting revenge on Diablo I been staying clear of all that , and I don't plan on going after Diablo until fall break." " OK, well that's enough for today, same time next week." She said as I stood up. " OK, I'll see you then. " I said walking out the door. I smiled and satisfaction, I'm glad I'm making progress. I'm done with trynna be that bad b***h that nobody f***s with , I only want positive vibes. _______________________________ I'm so proud of cash.... And I love w*****d update Will cash stay this positive? What is varo up to? Poor Micheal in jail for 4 months Back in Compton cash had 2 friends not including the one that was killed..... y'all be seeing those 2 shortly!!! I'm officially doing question and answers!! Ask the characters questions in the comments and I'll answer them In a future chapter. Ima need more then 5 questions people . You can ask more then one question!!! Until next time thugs and thuggettes ~Laquaisha~ V O T E & Comment
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