Chapter 9
Cashmerres pov.
I am inlove with you(inlove)
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cuz i'm dangerously inlove with you (inlove)
I'll never leave
Just(just) keep loving me the way I love you loving me........
" Cash wake yo ass up , you seventeen bitch." Tracy said jumping in my bed. I groaned and rolled over.
" Get the hell out my room." I said pulling the covers over my head.
I felt her get off the bed and my door slam. I smiled and got comfortable again.
Yeah , it's my birthday but my sleep is more important. I was up all night finishing all my missing work and arguing with varo again.
I came home from school and he had that pregnant b***h laid up in my s**t. The nerve of him and on top of that he didn't even have an explanation for it , he just let it be like that s**t was normal.
My door opened again and the covers was ripped off of me.
" What the--AWHHHH" I jumped up as the cold water splashed on me. I looked up to see tracy , morgan , and lexii make a run for the door.
I ain't no track runner but I was hot on there asses.
" Don't run hoes." I said as I grabbed morgans ponytail. She fell back in laughter as I got on top of her.
" Ima beat y'all asses." I said trying not to laugh.
"Happy birthday bitch." Lexii yelled spraying me with a water gun. Tracy came in with another water gun and started spraying me and morgan. I got up and ran out the back door with them hot on my tail.
" Chill bruh." I said as they surrounded me. They laughed and dropped the water guns pulling me into a group hug.
" Happy birthday boo." Morgan said kissing my cheek.
" Thank you." I said catching my breath.
" Is this some kind of female porno cuz i'm hard asf right now." I turned around to see scooby , michael , and shawn standing on the backward porch starring at us. We laughed and broke the hug.
" Bestie." I said running to scooby and jumping on him.
" Damn cash , get yo fat ass off of me." He said playfully. I laughed and kissed his cheek.
" whatever nigga."
" Anyway happy birthday punk." He said smaking me in the back of my head. I laughed as I hugged micheal and shawn.
" Happy birthday babygirl." Micheal said.
" Happy birthday youngin." Shawn said.
" Thank y'all."
" Daady I hungry." A little voice said. I looked down to see this little cute midget.
" dammit nahla , you ruined the surprise." Scooby said picking the little girl up. She looked just like scooby but a girl version.
" I sworry." She said sucking her thumb.
" She is so f*****g cute." I said touching her hair.
" Watch yo mouth nigga ." Scooby said. I laughed as the little girl giggled.
" Let me hold her." Morgan said making her way over to us. Scooby rolled his eyes and morgan mugged him.
" f**k you scooby." She said taking nahla out of his hands.
" When?" She rolled her eyes and walked away with nahla. Tracy and lexii walked over to her and started going crazy over the little girl.
" Let me talk to you right quick." Scooby said. I nodded and followed him inside. We sat on the couch and he bit his lip.
" Where's varo?" I said rolling my eyes.
" about that." He said with a sigh." He couldn't make it , chanelle went in labor last night."
I chuckled and laid back in my sit.
" Is it his?"
" Aye that's not my place , he just wanted me to tell you what was up."
" okay." I said getting up. He grabbed my arm.
" Don't let this s**t f**k up yo day."
" i'm cool." I said pulling away from him and walking up the stairs.
To be honest , I knew the b***h was bound to pop any day but I didn't know it was gone be on my G-day. I can't help but to be a little jealous that all varos attention was on chanelle. The day he dropped me off from therapy we haven't spoken a word to each other besides last night. Im thinking about moving out because I wasn't feeling this silent s**t any more.
I walked in my room to find an outfit to put on for today. I wasn't really planning on doing anything special today. I just wanted to get high and chill. But knowing tracy nem they probably got alot of s**t up they sleeves for today.
I pulled out a pair of high waisted ripped jeans and a white turtle neck tight crop top with my black uggs. I got some underwear and a bra and made my way to the bathroom to take a shower.
I took off my damp clothes and hopped in the shower.
I love varo but I can't put up with silence. I plan on talking to him today about the whole situation and try to figure something out cuz this aint working.
I pour some of my watermelon body wash on my towel and scrubbed my body throughly for about thirty minutes before stepping out the shower and wrapping a towel around my body.
I know there's a good chance varos the father of that baby and I know that's going to make our situation worse.
I put on my under wear and put on my outfit. I put my hair in a high ponytail since it was curly and wavy.
I brushed my teeth and washed my face. After putting on mascara and lipstick I grabbed my phone and wallet and walked out my room.
Varos pov.
I held the results in my hand as baby chance and chanelle slept on the hospital bed. After 10 hours of labor and arguing with cash all night a nigga needed some sleep too.
Yesterday, chanelle came over and was talking about how her momma put her out and that she had no where to go. I told her she could stay with me because it's a possibility that the baby was mine. Cash walked in and went crazy as usual , I wasn't feeling cash at the time so I tried to ignore but she tried to hit chanelle so I had to jump in. Eventually me and chanelle had to leave and get an hotel for the night. No we didn't f**k or anything I slept on the couch and she had the bed. At like 2 in the morning chanelle went in labor so we rushed here and after arguing with her moms for about three hours chance popped out.
Im scared asf to open the results because I know if this child is mine ima have to grow up real fast so ima have to probably cut off cash if she keeps acting crazy.
" Have you opened it?" I looked up at chanelle and shook my head.
" You know you don't have to take care of him if you don't want to." I looked at her like she was crazy.
" The f**k chanelle you know i'm not leaving if this baby is mine."
" I'm just saying." She said shrugging. Baby chance started crying and chanelle popped her boob out and started breast feeding him. I turned my head.
" Ain't like you never seen them before varo." She said with a chuckle.
" I guess your right." I said turning back around.
" You know i'm thinking about moving out of state."
" Why?"
" Because , I wanna fresh start with chance , I don't want him to grow up and his mother is known for being a hoe. I wanna be something more then that for him."
" I feel you nelle , i'm happy for you too."
" Yeah , Aint today your girls birthday?"
" Yeah.... Something like that."
" Varo i'm sorry if I ruined what you and cash had I was just being thirsty as usual." She said with a chuckle looking down at chance.
" You good." I said biting my lip as I opened the letter. I read the letter and took a deep breath.
" What does it say?"
" It says i'm........."
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Another update love bugs.
Just a note alot of people is getting on cashes character in the first book. I don't see nothing wrong with her tbh , but if y'all don't like her to the point where your tempted to put y'all opinion about her in the comments don't because it's not going to do anything because i'm not changing her character I mad her this way for a reason.
Much love ,
~Laquaisha~
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