Chapter 4
Cashmerres pov.
Ain't no telling where we going ,When we rolling on the westside , (Westside).
Me and my homies we rolling up until the sunrise.
And I didn't wanna f**k him , but I did just to get by.
I get no sleep , that bompton life.
I woke up on top of varos chest. I messed up bad , I'm used to going off on people that piss me off , but clearly i can't do that anymore.
I look down at varo and smiled. He looks so peaceful sleeping , his mouth was slightly opened and I could hear soft snores.
I got off of him and went to the bathroom , to take a shower.
I striped out of my clothes and got in the shower and scrubbed my body clean and washed my hair.
I been thinking and I think i need to consider anger management. I mean i don't want to , but if i keep continuing like this , i might lose the only person i have left.
I jumped out the shower and dried off and put on my bra and underwear. I stepped out the bathroom and varo was still sleep.
I smiled as i slid on some leggings and one of varos sweatshirts. I put my hair in a messy bun and put on my timbs.
I went downstairs and to the kitchen to make me and varo a quick breakfast.
I took out bacon , waffles , and eggs as i heard the shower cut on , signaling varo was up.
I put the waffles in the toaster and the bacon in a skillet.
After the bacon i cracked the eggs and put it in the pan. I took out the waffles and sit them on a plate.
I heard the footsteps coming from the stairs and instantly got nervous. What if he's still mad? What if he wants me to leave? I can't lose anymore people. Omg he's going to leave me!!!
I made me and varos plate and sat it at the table , not making eye contact.
He sat at the table and started eating. I looked up at him and bit my lip , nervously.
" Why you starring?" He said looking at me. I just shrugged and looked down.
" come here ,cashmerre." He said with a straight face. I walked towards him and he grabbed my hands pulling me towards him.
" i'm sorry varo." I said standing between his legs. He nodded and put his hands on my waist.
" i'm getting anger management." I said. He rose an eyebrow.
" you sure you wanna do that?" He said.
" no , but i know i don't wanna lose you." I said with a nod.
" you crazy as hell." He said with a chuckle.
" I know." I said putting my arms around his neck. " I love you varo."
" I love yo ass too." He said. He looked at my lips and pulled me closer. I closed the space between us with a kiss. He bit my lip asking for an entrance. His tongue slid in my mouth and I let out a moan against his lips.
After a few minutes i pulled away and caught my breath.
" damn." He said smirking. I smiled and pecked his lips again.
" Let's go before we be late." I said walking out the kitchen , grabbing my backpack.
I walked out the house with varo right behind me. I'm so happy that were back on good terms , I just know i'm never getting drunk again.
" What you thinking about over there?" Varo asked as we drove to school.
" Just us , do you want me to stop drinking?"
" I mean , if that's what you wanna do." He said with a shrug.
" No varo , im asking you. Do you want me to stop drinking?" I repeated as we pulled up to the school.
" You don't have to stop drinking altogether , but I just don't see the point of you getting that drunk." He said pulling into the parking spot next to morgan's car.
" Are you saying i'm a alcoholic?" I asked getting mad.
"No, I'm not saying that." He said rolling his eyes and getting out the car. I grabbed my backpack and got out as well.
Am I a alcoholic? I mean I know get drunk sometimes but not all the time.
I grabbed varos hand and squeezed it. I gained a couple of looks from people and I just smirked and kept walking.
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" I got Bitches on my d**k!!" Scooby said out of nowhere. I shook my head as class members laughed at his retarded ass.
" So you and varo , a happy couple again." Tracy said smirking.
" Something like that." I said with a shrug.
" I'm so happy for y'all." She said smiling.
" Enough about me , wassup with you and micheal?" I asked as her cheeks get red. I know she is not blushing.
" nothing , We just friends."
" Friends , make you blush like that." I said shaking my head.
" Nigga Im not blushing." She said mugging me.
I just laughed as the bell rung. I got out my sit and made my way to the door.
" ayyye cash , varo said you gotta ride with me to the trap after school." Scooby said catching up with me.
" And why is that?" I asked stopping at my locker and throwing all my s**t in there.
" Because he just left the school , he said it was an emergency." He said as i walked to gym class.
" And why do I have to come to the trap?"
" Damn nigga , just meet me at my car after school or get left." He said walking away. I rolled my eyes and walked in the gym.
I hate this class , because that hoe in here. I rolled my eyes as i sat in the bleachers.
" yea and that hoe , have the nerves to be f*****g my baby daddy." I heard the hoe say. Im a hoe but she the one pregnant , oh ok.
I felt eyes on me and I turned to see the b***h staring at me.
" boo hoe , f**k you staring at." I said putting my attention back on the basketball game that was going on.
" i'm staring at a man stealing hoe." She said standing up.
" And this man stealing hoe will gladly beat yo pregnant ass." I said looking at her.
She started walking towards me and her little friends held her back.
" you better be lucky im pregnant hoe." She said sitting down.
" No you better be lucky you pregnant hoe but best believe a soon as you drop that bastard ass baby , i'm whooping yo ass." I said smirking.
" Where my baby daddy at anyway." She said smiling.
" shouldn't I be asking you that question." I said getting up from the bleachers. I'm not bout to entertain that hoe.
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"Cash bring yo ass!!" Scooby said honking at me even though i was right in front of his car. I flipped him off and made my way to the passenger side.
" Damn you be taking a thousand years." He said starting the car.
" Nigga f**k you." I said laughing.
" Whatever , slow ass."
" anyway , why I gotta come to the trap?" I said playing trivia crack with shawn.
" I don't know , he just said come to the trap after school and bring cash." He said pulling up to a burrito stand. I smiled as I got out the car.
" you better have money , while you over there cheesing." He said as we walked in the line.
" boy bye , I gots money." I said nudging him.
" That nigga look familiar." He said squinting his eyes.
" Who?" I said looking around.
" That burrito nigga." He said as we moved up in line.
" How he look familiar?" I asked as I looked at the menu. I think ima get a 5 layer burrito or maybe a beef and bean.
" I think that's one of the niggas that busted our trap." My head shot up.
" when did y'all trap get busted?" I asked losing my voice as we got closer to the front of the line.
" yesterday , varo didn't tell you."
" No , but what happened?" I asked as he continued to stare at the burrito guy.
" i'll explain when we get to the trap." He said as we made it to the front of the line.
"What can I get y'all." The burrito man said hanging out the window of the burrito stand.
" uhhhhh , let me get a meaty 5 layer burrito with a lot of taco sauce and a pepsi." Scooby said mugging him. I laughed and shook my head.
" And for you." He said looking at me.
" um I want a 5 layer burrito and a beef and bean burrito with 2 sprites." I said pulling out my money.
" alright your total is 29.19." He said I handed scooby a twenty and he paid the rest.
" so what you going to do?" I asked as we waited for our food.
" I don't know , but i'm thinking about waiting until he close and then checking out his truck." He said shrugging.
" oooooh , i wanna come." I said smiling. I havent had no action since deshawn.
" that's cool with me." He said grabbing our food and handing it to me. " We just gotta tell varo." He said as we walked to the car.
" dang man varo bout to be mad , we was suppose to be at the trap an hour ago." He said heading to the trap. I shrugged and sipped my sprite.
" so wassup with you and my girl Morgan?" I asked smirking.
He smiled and shook his head.
" s**t , she be slow playing." He said as we pulled up to the trap.
" No that's you , why you always arguing with her." I asked as we got out the car.
" I just like messing with her." He said shrugging as we walked in the trap. I gagged as i saw all the naked girls cutting cocaine and staking weed.
Scooby laughed as he led me to varos office. He opened the door and varo and micheal was talking.
" bout damn time." Varo said as me and scooby sat down. I handed varo his burrito and drink.
" Thanks ma." He said.
" sorry micheal , i didn't know you was here." I said taking a bite of my 5 layer burrito.
" You straight." He said.
" okay let's get down to business." Varo said leaning back in his sit.
" this morning I got a text from the c.u.c saying they found one of our members dead in an alley and next to the body was a box." He said pointing to the box on his desk.
" What's in it?" I asked sitting up.
" I haven't opened it yet." Varo said.
" Then what you waiting on." Scooby said. I nodded and agreement.
" I was waiting for y'all slow asses to get here."
" So what do this have to do with me?" I asked as i finished my burrito.
" What was your pops name?" Varo asked opening the box.
" Micheal stout." I said raising my eyebrow.
he pulled out a recorder , a envelope , a folded piece of paper and some pictures.
" f**k is this varo?" Scooby said standing up.
Varo handed me the folded piece of paper that read Micheal Stout.
Varo pressed play on the recorder as I put the paper in my purse.
" If you listening to this , varo , scooby ,micheal , and most importantly cashmerre I know you all is wondering who this could be but in due time you will know. I know you haven't read the letter yet cash ha. Me and your father was real close back when you was small. But enough about the past , in a few months you will be reunited with your father and so will you varo.............. Micheal i know you don't get that much attention but believe me you will be what everybody's talking about in a couple days..............Scooby how's your daughter doing."
All our eyes was wide and our mouths was open.
Who is this f**k nigga?
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I did it again loves.
Haaaaaaa!
Im so excited about this book. So much more is coming y'all way so be patient.
Until next time thugs and thuggettes.
~Laquaisha~
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