My biggest mistake

Running

Charlotte's POV

I don’t think I’ve ever dressed faster in my life, after I came down from the high of my orgasm in the shower I bolted. I can’t handle the feelings that comes along with this, what we did is wrong no matter how much my body longs for it to happen again.

That afternoon I tried sneaking back into my apartment with no such luck. The minute I hit the top of the stairs his door opened, but what I saw couldn’t prepare me for how I would feel. I saw David first, saw the surprise and regret written all over his face. The cool spring air blew my hair around, and I looked up at the sky as if to shun the universe for dropping this bomb on me. Perhaps, I got my response because thunder rumbled in the distance

Jill. With her arms wrapped around David’s neck, clinging to him like her was her life line. My head was pounding, my eyes were teary, my ears were beating, my mouth was watering, my hands were trembling, my knees were shaking and my heart…I couldn’t describe what was going on inside my chest.

My only instinct was to run, I couldn’t deal with the onslaught of emotions. What the hell was I thinking? How could I think that anything could come from David and me being together? I could heart heart wrenching sobs and knew they were coming from me. I couldn’t face what I knew to be true. I fell in love with David and he broke me just as bad as every other man In my life.

I wasn’t sure what to do, but I knew one thing. I couldn’t stay in Jacksonville anymore.